Depression is were you want to be alone,
But at the same time you dont want to be lonely.
Depression is where everything is going right,
But you're still sad.
Depression is wanting to go out,
But at the same time not wanting to socialize.
Depression is feeling trapped,
Trapped in your own mind
and no one understands.
Depression is having scars on your thighs and arms,
Scars from the battle you fought.
Depression is having sleepless nights,
Depression is shouting for help,
But no one hears you.
Depression is fighting demons deep
inside you.
Depression is not something to laugh at,                                    
So grow up if you think depression is just an act,
Depression is something serious.

It has been three years
since the first time we met
Now I am in tears
and yes I am upset

You are one of a kind
a fine piece of art
many girls on your mind
but you chose to take my heart

I felt every effort you made
every word you said
every flower you paid
every kiss on my forehead

But what did i do?
I wasn't ready back then
I knew I loved you too
I was just afraid of what might happen

I told you to leave me alone
But you kept on being close to me
always moving my funny bone
any place that I would be

I won't forget the things we did
all the fun times we've spent
even if I know you already did
I'm still stuck in our perfect moment

What happened to us?
I believe we had something
Barely remember what it was
But now we have nothing

Being close to you is all I ask
Loving you is all I do
yes, It may be a big task
But I don't mind because I love you

Now everything's over
But I can't move on
I hope we can start over
And press the restart button

Why was I so worried?
when All I have to do is love you
My love must be burried
to help me get over you

I'm sorry I lied
Fear conquered my heart
It's a feeling I have to hide
For a relationship I'm afraid to start..

You have a new life now,
and I'm not even a part
And now I'm wondering how,
I'd get you back, My Heart

Now that I'm ready
please come back to me
I'll always be your baby
and be as good as I can be

But all of these will only be a dream
A Dream I would never get
difficult as it may seem
for a man I won't forget

Is it that you forget me,
Or is it you try to ignore;
Is it that you think I'm already better,
Or is it that you think I am a lost cause?

I have been here countless times already,
Yet none still ease the pain;
Qualms of grief and guilt,
Screams of help but none so inviting;

I'm still in this mess,
I'm sorry for dragging you in;
But I have no one else to go to;
No one wants to stay.

I just hope I pass by your thoughts,
Reminisce the pain,
How we hurt together,
Unknowingly but with consent.

Then again I guess I hurt you more,
Maybe that's why you would not rather.
I guess it's my fault but I still need you;
Please don't forget to remember.