Her throat is growing flowers
But she's got cobwebs in her mouth
She has so much to say
But she just can't get it out

My bulletwounds
I took for you
But you're the one
Who held the gun

My mind is a battleground
I fight all day and all night
            this is your own fault
My body shows my battlewounds
Scars and bones and scratches
            you did this to yourself
I need to eat
   but you can't
It's just food
      but it's not
My minds thin
         but you're fat
This is breaking me
            I'll fix it for you
I'm going too far
               you're not far enough
I need to turn back
                  that's not an option
Release me
                     not happening
I've gone too far
                        push it a little further
I can't
I            can't
I                           can't
I                                                can't
I                                                                    can't



                                                                           *I think you've gone too far

I like the way
Your breath feels
On my neck

I wish that I
Could feel it
Again

If i were braver...





I'd be dead

I need to stop apologizing
For things that you did