I crave your every inch
In the most innocent way

I want you to be happy
But not
Without me

When I first met you, I'll admit I was a mess
But you were too
Our nights were filled with talking till dawn
And I love you
But this was back when you showed me off like a prize
When I finally realized
I don't need to starve or cut to feel something
I just need to look into your eyes

But now everything seems to have changed

When I say I love you it feels hollow
And you pretend you didn't hear
When I touch you I feel a shock
But you seem to disappear
You no longer parade me around
You seem to be ashamed
Because you hide me like a secret
And don't mention my name

And speaking of my name
Why the **** don't you repeat it
When it spills out of your mouth
Why does it sound like *******
Why do you only stare at me
Until the morning comes
Why can't you show your feelings
You make me feel dumb

For putting all this trust in you
And taking a shot
By honestly answering every question
Whether you told the truth or not
I tried to believe you
I tried so hard to change
But I guess you just won't make it
To meet me in the rain

And ya I ******* miss you
But I bet you don't miss me
So I'll open up my chest
And take my heart off of my sleeve

I took down my walls
And let you walk right in
No need to knock
Because you kicked down the door

I won't stall
Or beat around the bush
No need for small talk
Because I have to tell you the truth

I'm so vulnerable around you
You see the real me
I guess I kind of love you
And you have set me free

Hold me so I can feel your warmth
Or maybe just hit me so I can feel *something

You were the only thing
That I had left
But I have nothing
Now that you've left

I guess
I need you
More than
I let on