The funny thing about you is
when you flirt
you don't really want me
all you want is a relationship
and my body
and ***, that's not me
let me help you to see

Put yourself is this scenario
it's you and me and I tell you I have to go
but you can't except that I don't want you as my beau
because you've always been a lothario

Something felt wrong
I told you no
But you were so strong
I had no choice

I was only five years old
When all this began
How could you be so cold
You were supposed to protect me

Let’s play a game; hide and seek
I was to hide
I wasn’t to speak
You always found me

Hunted me like prey
Ripped off my clothes
As I began to pray
Clenching my eyes

Singing songs in my brain
Keeping my mouth shut
Pretending not to feel any pain
To scared to do anything more

For years you abused me
Until one day you were caught
I was finally free
Or so I thought

The memories of what you’ve done
Haunt me every time darkness replaces the sun

the only hands
that are worth
holding this heart
are my own

This may be the last sunset I see
so I'll take it in, I'll take it in

This may be the last breath that I breathe
so I'll breathe it in, I'll breathe it in

"You know that's the funny thing about decisions,
you never seem to have to talk yourself into the right ones."

Positivity
                   is
                       key
                               or
                                      so
                                             they
                                                      say
      ­                                                       but
                                                       has
                                                 the
                                         they
                                  that
                           say
                   ever
experienced
                                      
                         ­                                                                 ­                         pain?