Robin Soleil Wilds: Poems

i hate bitches!!!!

Robin Soleil Wilds Nov 2022

i hate *******!!!!

i made this account
for her

to tell her how much i
loved her

appreciated her

everything.

i wish we never met

i hate food

Robin Soleil Wilds Mar 2020

i hate food

i want it out of me

i hate how

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

i hate how

you’re so boring when talking to me
you ignore me
you back out right when we’re about to do something

i hate it

but i shut up about it

because you’re “happy”

i heard they broke you.

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

i heard they broke you.

you told me about how they broke you

you've never broken that much before.

the worlds ****** man.

i cant believe i trusted him either.

i cant believe they did this to you.

i love you.

please-

dont.. die.

to: mysti. im so sorry that they broke your heart like this. they can rot in hell.

i like how they call them poems

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

i like how they call them poems

because mine are just useless pieces of writing that i think of during class.

you agree, i think.

i mean i should be doing math instead of looking at you

looking into your eyes, listen to you ramble about pokémon.

to: anr

i like you

Robin Soleil Wilds Mar 2020

i like you

"ew"

i’ll be a girl for you

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

i’ll be a girl for you

even if it makes me uncomfortable

would you like me more

to: <3

i’ll sound fucking crazy but

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

i’ll sound ******* crazy but

i just wanna eat.

i’m so hungry

it’s 2pm, i’ve been awake since 9am.

haven’t had food at all today.

don’t tell me to eat because the only thing stopping me from doing just that is my dad.

just feed me please i’m so hungry

I love you?

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

I love you?

I ******* love you.

SH

i love you please come back

Robin Soleil Wilds Apr 2020

i love you please come back

please don’t die please i need you i love you i haven’t met you yet we haven’t met yet we haven’t walked under the cherry blossoms together yet we haven’t hugged yet you haven’t seen me yet

i ******* promise you that you’re doing so well you’re doing great you’re improving. getting better i love you i love you i love you

mysti. or should i call you danity?

i’m a mess i hope you know that

Robin Soleil Wilds Apr 2020

i’m a mess i hope you know that

but don’t ******* worry about it,

just keep on talking real sappy about you and your little girlfriend.

i don’t talk about mine because i care about you guys and i wanna spend time with you because i don’t know when the last time i’ll do this is. so *******- shut u p..

i’m really feeling like i wanna ******* die rn but i’ll just do what she does “oh i’m fine lol i’m just a little sad.” “lol mood tho” “i’m fine, i wrote that months ago”

oh *******.

i’m gonna fucking kill myself without hesitation if you’re gone.

Robin Soleil Wilds Apr 2020

i’m gonna ******* **** myself without hesitation if you’re gone.

im not enough

Robin Soleil Wilds Mar 2020

im not enough

"youre not trying hard enough"

"you need to actually try"

"were just gonna do it without you"

"youre not contributing"

maybe if you thought about how i felt about everything you wouldn't have said that.

im trying to get you out of the relationship because it seems so- toxic,,

Robin Soleil Wilds Mar 2020

im trying to get you out of the relationship because it seems so- toxic,,

but youre not listening and i don't know what to d o

i never realised how much i loved her until she left.

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

i never realised how much i loved her until she left.

i never realised how much i loved her.

i knew i did but i never knew how much i did.

sobbing in the bathroom.

there i go

losing another one.

one that i thought would stay.

she wasn’t ready
maybe she was uncomfortable.
no she doesn’t know right now it’s fine.

excuses and excuses.

i’m giving myself excuses.

over a silly dumb girl.

who just left me.

heartbroken.

anr

is this a sign of my body giving up

Robin Soleil Wilds Apr 2020

is this a sign of my body giving up

i wanna know

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

i wanna know

i wanna know what it feels like to date someone for so long to the point where i can feel comfortable with them in every situation

but every time i get into a relationship they dump me and i’m done.

no one-

no one would date me *******

how much do i have to sacrifice to be happy

i wanna take your first kiss.

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

i wanna take your first kiss.

i want to feel your bodies against mine

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

i want to feel your bodies against mine

******* ****

#******* #*** #love #making #****** #poly #girlfriends #boyfriends #relationships #polyamorous

i want you

Robin Soleil Wilds Apr 2020

i want you

i want you against me

i want to see you

touch you

kiss you

i just wanna have you fo a day or two

i was wrong again.

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

i was wrong again.

you do like me that way.

i just didnt believe you like the idiot i am.

to: anr. hi have another one about you

g o r l f r a n d- god you make me so giddy

Jay

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

Jay

I like you.

You have a girlfriend.

Oh well.

To: Emily Jay Burke

"jenny"

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

"jenny"

decoding your poems to figure out who it was actually for

love poems for her.

some for me.

i cant figure out why but

there's jealousy stirring up in me.

im not the best right now

im sorry.

i really do love you too.

i just dont- know... how to? tell you

because youre not into us

just like how she felt.

you want her.

"jenny"

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just please be o k a y

Robin Soleil Wilds Apr 2020

just please be o k a y

Kisses

Robin Soleil Wilds Dec 2019

Kisses

Small pecks on the cheek,

Small pecks on the neck,

Small pecks on the lips.

Blushing.

Oh, how I miss that feeling?

I miss that rush.

That rush of love.

Feelings.

Just knowing that someone loves me.

I love it so.

I want to feel that again.

knife.

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

knife.

i’m gonna do it again. almost one month and 20 days clean!

#cutting #self #harm

LD

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

LD

she would be mad if i told you.

she likes you.

i know you aren’t ready for a relationship. i know.

because you’re new and confused.

i get it man

she really likes you though. like dude,,

i’ve never seen her eyes light up like that.

not even when she was with me

leaving

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

leaving

your friends are leaving you left and right

when will you change?

i can’t believe i fell for you or even trusted you

#leaving #gone #friends #ex

lines

Robin Soleil Wilds Mar 2020

lines

the lines are doubling

doubling in despair

the pain isnt going anywhere

it has no where to go

so why should i stop?

when i can just keep going

and ill be fine.

lost.

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

lost.

i’ve lost all of my safe spots.

to: anr, mra

you know who you are. i know you. and you found me

love poems

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

love poems

i read your love poems about her and can’t help but to be jealous

anr cjr

maybe if i got prettier you’d like me too

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

maybe if i got prettier you’d like me too

anr, sh, ld

menstrual cycle

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

menstrual cycle

as a biological female i bleed for a week every month

i’m just panicking because i can no longer afford menstrual products and i’m afraid that my father won’t get me any

mom

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

mom

mommy says she cant wear a mask out

so she cant protect herself from illness

BECAUSE YOU RACIST ***** WILL BEAT HER UP FOR TRYING TO NOT GET SICK

SO WHAT IF SHES ASAIN?

YOU RACIST RACIST ***** I DONT WANT HER TO DIE

SHE HAS A FAMILY

A LIFE

she doesn't go outside anymore because of you.

mommy

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

mommy

i can hear your sobs behind the door.

are you okay?

mommy.

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

mommy.

you left.

have you gotten home safely?

i miss you.

i want your hugs again.

please come back soon...

before it gets worse...

Mother.

Robin Soleil Wilds Nov 2019

Mother.

I want my mummy back.

#mom #mother #gone #come #back

my love.

Robin Soleil Wilds Oct 2020

my love.

maybe i am finally happy.

finally happy with myself,

with you.

im starting to think that she doesn't love me anymore.

but maybe he does.

poly relationships are confusing, though i love you both. maybe you dont love me back.

my password is iloveyou

Robin Soleil Wilds Apr 2020

my password is iloveyou

because i thought of you when i made these dumb accounts

anr

mysti

Robin Soleil Wilds Mar 2020

mysti

i cant tell if im falling for you or not.

i cant tell if i love being your friend or if i love you

i dont have a chance.

youre 17

im 15.

its not- its probably not gonna work out

so whats the point?

my wrists yearn for their slit

Robin Soleil Wilds Feb 2020

my wrists yearn for their slit

what? no one will notice unless they see this.

i don’t wanna talk about it.

just one cut don’t worry about it

okay i’m sorry

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

okay i’m sorry

i’ll stop liking her

there’s just something about the way she talks, her eyes, her clothes, her laugh, something about her that makes my heart warm. i’ve been backing off of her because you liked her. i can like her too. you deserve her more than me anyway. hey, maybe tell her soon? i’ll cheer you on even if it hurts me

sh , ld

old favourite memory

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

old favourite memory

was us plotting to sneak out and meet up at the park in kindergarten

now i dont want it to be my favourite memory because it seemed like it was so easy for you to replace me

our broken 3

Robin Soleil Wilds Apr 2020

our broken 3

i remember your little smile before we found others

remember?

it was us 3, walking around the playground.

then 3 turned into 4

then 4 turned into 6

and then we gained more and more

until we snapped.

and we’re back to 3,

but this time a broken 3

anr, mra

Pixie Fairies.

Robin Soleil Wilds Nov 2019

Pixie Fairies.

Flying through the wonderland forest,

Growing flowers everywhere they touch,

Fairies.

I want to be one.

I want to be free.

Pleasure.

Robin Soleil Wilds Dec 2019

Pleasure.

Moaning.

She aches for his soft touch on her delicate body.

He pecks her neck softly, holding her close in bed.

Red rosy cheeks, standing in the glistening snow.

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

Red rosy cheeks, standing in the glistening snow.

i watched you stand around.

the snow was falling around you.

your smile.

was everything.

your cheeks were so rosy red.

and you walked away.

.

and i saw you

.

standing next to her.

i really thought i was over her by then.

and i felt my heart,

d r o p .

i really wasnt anything to you right.

you.

the girl.

i really wasnt anything to you.

i thought we had something.

that we could be friends.

but g o d.

i really wasnt anything towards you.

and i missed seeing your rosy cheeks in the glistening snow.

to: elias beall, sh

Robin.

Robin Soleil Wilds Nov 2019

Robin.

Robin is originally a diminutive masculine given name or nickname of Robert, derived from the prefix Rob- (hrod, Old Germanic, meaning "fame" and berht, meaning "bright"), and the suffix -in (Old French diminutive). The name Robin is a masculine given name, feminine given name, and a surname.

Meaning: "Fame-bright", diminutive

Related names: Robinson, Robbin, Robine, R...

Word/name: France, Germany

Pronunciation: UK English /ˈrɒb.ɪn/, American ...

Robin Soleil Wilds.

Robin Soleil Wilds Nov 2019

Robin Soleil Wilds.

My name.

RSW

Robin, Robbie.

Soleil, Sol

Wilds.

Robbie Soleil Wilds.

It's an odd name, though unique.

sad, lonely, single, and gay

Robin Soleil Wilds Jan 2020

sad, lonely, single, and gay

how else would i describe myself?

i say i’m done with relationships and then

i

complain about not having someone to love

i want a relationship.

i don’t like anyone that much anymore.

nor does anyone like me.

i mean,, all my past relationships were “great” until i get dumped.

****.

no one wants me

fair, we’re only 15.

i’ll be able to drive next year.

graduate in 2.

i just want a ******* relationship.

where i won’t feel like ****

where i won’t be treated like ****

where someone will actually love me

i miss seeing your smiles and you daydreaming. the way you stared into my eyes and kissed me. your kisses, god i missed those. you had my first kiss and i had yours. we were together for 3 months.

and you left.