The distance won’t stop you
From tearing me apart
You run around with her
But play with my heart
If I was on the other
Side of the deal
Maybe I’d know
How that girl could feel
But I know how I feel
The feeling of pain
Because I’m just a part
Of your silly cheating game.

I look happy, don’t I?
there are no cuts on my wrists
all you see is the smile on my lips
But how long will it take you before
you will look deep into my eyes
and realize that you didn’t check good enough
Have you seen my heart? it’s filled with scars

*(s.m)

Health class
We have a strange assignment
I have to write my own obituary
When I want to die
How I'm going to die
Its cruel
I can't answer it truthfully
Because if I did
It would raise panic
So I guess I will have to lie
This isn't the first time

I fake a smile so you wouldn't know what I feel
I hide my feelings so I don't have to cry
I fake being happy so you don't have to be sad
I fake everything...
Cause the real me is just a depressed little girl with no hope at all
My heart is broken that has fallen into pieces
That can not be fixed
I fake a smile a laugh even emotions
I put a mask on my face
I don't want people to see me like this
See me in the dark with no light

You ask me why I did it
you thought nothing was wrong
you just sit there wondering why
saying that it's all your fault
but it's not your fault
you did nothing wrong
you didn't know what was going on
you noticed I was different
but you thought nothing of it
you thought it was just a phase
but I tell you it wasn't
i had no one
they all left me
so now I'm gone

Lost inside my thoughts and
Overthinking everything
Never say what's on my mind because
Even when I speak I'm not heard.
Looking for a way to be okay. When
You see me you wouldn't suspect
                        how lonely I really feel.