Move over
do not take so much room
within my head
for soon
I will be dead
give me my space
within my head
for what I am
and what will be
do not take away my toys
let me play on my own
for a while see
I have
to be what I am
and thinking of what words to say
to love you to.

Listen To My Tears

These tears of a million pieces are drowning in your arms,
these tears have a million memories,
save me from self-harm,

This shadow that follows me,
never smiles, no, but I can try but I won't,
because it doesn't feel right,

Because these tears are all I have in me,
every negative thought I have somehow finds me,
It's hard to carry on hiding,
these tears are blinding,

So dissapear, I say this to myself,
I cannot take another long glance at myself,
This poison under my skin,
is the first reason for my bleeding,

Yet my heart keeps beating,
and these tears hoard the feelings,
the ones that I like to hide from you,

All I want to say is I'm sorry,
sorry for hurting me,
I am the one, I betray myself,
and I am my own personal bully,

My number one enemy, it's me thats hurting,
I wish you could see what is happening to me,
this pain is unreal and it makes me peal,
every flaw off of me,
I don't want to hurt me anymore...

That's why I stare at you,
waiting for you to notice more,
and I adore everyone, I truly love you all,
It's me I hated all along... and afterall,
I am so hateful to myself, I can't wait,

To love, to feel like hope is here,
like it's all crystal clear,
But first you need to hear,
Listen to my tears.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
06/01/15
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

She's smiling, but she's hiding.
Every girl is like the moon,
Parts are almost always hidden.
I learn those parts first,
and just watch the rest.

**-N.C.