It was in my darkest days,
that you took away my pain.
You became my one & only,
my eternal companion,
we had it all,
you and me.
So loyal
you are,
so patient,
you were
always by my side.
You wept,
you laughed,
you remembered,
you gave me the freedom
to express my deepest fears,
you allowed me to open my heart,
you gave me romance,
you granted me this beautiful dance
& you gave me the love for all humanity.
But like all great friendships,
there comes a time,
it's inevitable,
this time of great sadness,
it is the hardest thing to do.
We shall never,
we shall never forget,
the memories
we made here
together.
Until,
we meet again,
I bid you adieu.

its been about 9 years since you stopped making me keep your twisted secrets

you are the reason that blood dripped from my finger tips every night for so long

I'm finally strong enough to know none of this was my fault
Bet yet still to weak to run to get help for the other little girls who are probably your victims.

Sorry for taking your innocence
Although it is not my hands clawing at your child thighs
For they are his
And i am sorry.

A shadow flickered across my walls from the lit candle in my bed room and part of me wished it was your presence blowing it away like you used too ******* away with every amazing word of advice you spoke.

I can only wish upon every gleaming light in the sky that you are out there somewhere watching over me, protecting me from all the bad that this world has to offer.

i found the type of person that makes me feel different
its so genuinely real
yet so unbelievable at the same time
like im jumping off of a high building
while im still here
just laying in the grass
tangled up in you
melting into the ground beneath us