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  Feb 2015 Jaycee Rose
mûre
I said it, because it felt so nice to say and
because I can say it very well
-in the moment I meant it
but it's a bitter familiar spell
I've memorized the phonetic stitches the
spacing that knits a magic fleece that
when draped over the shoulders of the mightiest
turns them back to boys, gives full release
the belief
that love, real love, can be-

I can teach any man to fall in love with love...
just not in love with me.
Jaycee Rose Sep 2014
Oh,
You could be such a
perfect little distraction
for a
sad
sad
girl.
Jaycee Rose Sep 2014
You always seem
To ask
Me
"Why do you hate me?"
And the truth is
I don't
I can't
I can't hate you for breaking my heart
I can't hate you for leaving
Because I knew
I
Asked
For
It
  Sep 2014 Jaycee Rose
Eliza
Suffocated.
That's what I am.
I am suffocated.

So many people
and my hands and legs
won't stop shaking.
I can't breathe
but I can't run.

Is this what it feels like?
To be so scared and afraid?
All you want to do is stay at home
forever and ever and ever...

No friends, no one.
Only me, only me...

I think I like it,
the suffocation and darkness
and this loneliness.
What's gonna happen to me?

I think I'm going crazy,
and that's absolutely fine with me.

*(n.d.)
Jaycee Rose Sep 2014
You
I want you
I can't lie
But will you leave?
Will I cry?
What should make me
Believe you won't
I'm scared
So scared
Jaycee Rose Aug 2014
What is wrong with me?
I don't want you
Why are you here
Why are you in my mind
Don't tell me to smile
Don't tell me
Anything
I miss you
And you know that
I miss you..
Jaycee Rose Aug 2014
maybe you're different
maybe I'll trust you
but
then again
maybe
you'll
break
me
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