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 Jun 2015 Jane
Ignatius Hosiana
I'm planning to cross the ocean
I'm planning a swim under the sun
I'm planning to hit and follow the road
I'm planning to lift all my load
I'm planning to endure the hurt
I'm planning to fix my heart
I'm planning to tightly embrace
Water my faith and bloom in grace
I'm planning to give it another try
Even if it might as well make me cry
I'm planning to osculate again
And walk with you in the rain
I'm planning to forgive that day
Even if it still feels like yesterday
I'm planning to get up and get going
On a train, yatch or a boeing
I'm planning to lift myself from down
And instantly leave this town
Pulling my socks,tightening my laces
'Cause I'm planning on going places
There's a peace I seem not to have
I'm planning to find it, and to love
I'm planning to write another chapter
One that ends with happily ever after
 Jun 2015 Jane
Estherzz21
Breathe.
 Jun 2015 Jane
Estherzz21
Cry the tears that makes it blue,
Paint the sky to make it true,
Light the sun right now with you,
Yet why I ask that you fly past through.

Hold the breath to be alive,
Clench the hands for it to shrive,
Bite the lips until you strive,
Yet forget-not to always take five.

Heave the sigh that was to keep,
Let the feelings out to weep,
Rant the words that made you creep,
So that you can finally sleep.

Once again, I would like say,
Nothing will ever make me stray,
For that I will forever pray,
So that always I'll be gay.
I refuse to suffocate.
 Jun 2015 Jane
J
Pain
 Jun 2015 Jane
J
Have you felt so heartbroken,
Wishing you were omnipotent.
Do you sometimes feel worthless,
Your future seems uncertain.
Weak and hopeless,
Unwanted and useless.
Forgotten and placed aside,
Left alone outside.
Everything so surreal,
No longer appeal.
Love was desirable,
Like an amazing miracle.
I thought I was responsible,
Thinking this was bearable.
But I was definitely incapable.
I was so terrible,
I thought this relationship was durable
But in reality, was just vulnerable.
I thought this pain was repairable
The end was inevitable,
My predictions were simply remarkable,
As it ended up really horrible.
Hi
 Jun 2015 Jane
Gun Boy
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 Jun 2015 Jane
Gun Boy
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Here I am. Again.
It's the time when I have to make the hardest choice of my life.
My heart racing.
My mind lost.

My imagination was the only tool to help me see what's coming
All I could do is imagine.
What would happen if I made a wrong choice.  

I don't get it why.
It hurts to see you like that
Suffering the same way as I do
And crying and weeping for me

The last thing I ever want to do is to hurt you.
I just wished you thought from my view
You're not the only one suffering.  
You're not the only one depressed.
I am too.
 Jun 2015 Jane
Ignatius Hosiana
"Someday I'll get over you"*
Is the biggest lie I told I and you
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