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Jamilla Jun 2018
Its been months,
Since we've lost you.
Its been a week,
Since I last saw you.
And its been an hour,
Since I last felt your presence.
Jamilla Jun 2018
Sabi mo'y ako lang hanggang dulo,
Pero bakit mag-isa nalang ako sa dulo?
Sabi mo'y ako lang ang iyong iibigin,
Pero bakit ako nalang ang umiibig?
Sabi mo'y walang bibitaw,
Pero bakit ikaw ang unang bumitaw?
Sabi mo'y walang iwanan,
Pero bakit ako'y iniwan?
Sabi mo'y tutuparin lahat ng pangako,
Pero bakit lahat ay napako?

Naniwala ako sa lahat,
Pero sana'y di nalang.
Kung lahat ng pinangako,
Dulot lang ay matinding sakit at lungkot.
Dec. 10, 2017
12:59 AM
Jamilla Jun 2018
What if I died today?
Would anyone miss me anyway?
What if I died today?
And I never had the chance to say goodbye.
Would you hate me,
Because I just wanted to stop the pain?
What if I died today?
Would you forget me that easily?
What if I died today?
Would you say good riddance
If you saw me lying there
No heartbeat, just a cold body.
What if I died today?
Would you trap me in your arms,
Like I was trapped in my own mind?
What if I died today?
Would you cry like I did
Every single night, Alone.
Because of the demons in my head.
What if I died today?
Would you realize how much
I wanted all of this to stop
And wish to see my worth.
What if I died today?
Would you see my scars
And wish you'd have noticed
How I was in so much pain?
What if I died today?
Would you care?
Like nobody does.
What if I died today...
Jamilla Jun 2018
I see you smile so bright
I heard you laugh so hard
I felt your touch that so warm
I know that your heart beats so fast.

So please hold on tight
And fight for your life
So us can survive
And every dark will be light.
Jamilla Jun 2018
You held my hand,
When I'm in the verge of giving up.
You caught me when I fell down.
Your one of my inspiration of being strong.
And everytime I think of you,
My mind kept on remembering your words.
Though I'll miss you,
I will remember all the memories that we shared.
In laughter and in sorrow,
In sunshine and through rain.
I know your there,
Someday we will meet again...
Jamilla Jun 2018
She
She cries at night.
She questions her worth.
She always finds her purpose.
She hates herself for loving too much.
She keeps putting the blame on herself.
She gets easily emotional and upset.

This is her story.
She is trying to fight the demons inside her.

— The End —