Fill me with pills to shut my mouth
My ignorance spews unannounced
I'll hurt the ones I hold so dear
God forbid they'd see me tear
For if they do I'm not so great
My legacy goes up for debate.
So then I decay in my room alone
Till the day my names not known
My friends all leave and I will fade
Into darkness unafraid

She can't see that hate I hold
It darkens my entire soul
Oh I wish to be set free
From this self imposed slavery
But here I sit alone and sad
Gave up on the friends I had
Waiting for my body bag
The reaper comes his touch is near
He'll take me far away from here....

I'm broken, like a light-bulb burnt out
Trying to figure out what I'm about
I'm a mixture of this ****** up society
Kurt Cobain's suicide is my ideology
Can anyone reset the breaker please
I use to shine so bright but now I'm a fading plea
Motivation used to be at an all-time high
****... now I'm just trying to get by

Looking for happiness among the dark
I need to find a special spark
Something to help keep me sane
Someone save me from this pain
Before I end this ****** game
By putting a bullet in my brain

Her face is still
Her eyes are closed
Her beauty still decides to show
Fast asleep inside her head
If not for her I would be dead
She's snoring soft but ever so
She's the cutest thing I know
******* the outside
Cute within
I swear her love beats out all sin

Stay angry, sad, and depressed
They're the only feelings I'm good at
I want to fight the whole world
Cause someone immense hurt
Then cry my eyes out and grab my gun
Then paint the walls to prove I'm done

Fill me with pills to quit my mouth
My ignorance spews unannounced
I'm like a moth drawn to the flame
I'll burn myself and say I'm okay
But deep down I'm rotting away
Knowing that the pain will never fade