I have run from fears
For too many years
Not knowing if you care
But say that, I don’t dare

With lies people spit out
I am beginning to doubt
I don’t know what to do
When the hurt seeps through

All I can do is sip my tea
And pretend to be happy
But on the inside
I have a different side

I am not who I seem
I am not a good thing
I am million broken pieces
I am an empty evil thing
I am a wall built around myself
I am protecting the things hidden
I have a million different masks
To hid a thousand fears
I have buried so deep
I will never find myself
I am not who I seem
I am not a good thing
I am a million broken pieces
Of a boy never seen

The Moon’s dim light
Shines on the world’s plight

War on every land
Death by our own hand

While the Moon’s dim light
Shines on the world’s plight

We live a lie
As others die

Still the Moon’s dim light
Shines on the world’s plight

Ignorant to the death
As many take their last breath

Yet, the Moon’s dim light
Still shines on the world’s plight

What do you mean
two personalities?

I understand
the hiding.

What do you mean
I’m hiding the good?

I understand
no escaping.

Don’t you know
life is pointless?

I can’t help but break
at the thought of nothing

You think what
you say affects me?

My anger is a shadow
Always there, sometimes you just can’t see it.

I don’t really care
about what has happened to me.

I try not to think very hard of it,
If I do the tears fight there hold.

What do you mean
two personalities?

I don’t have two
I have many.

I seem to be losing my mind.

I hear faint screams,
In the middle of the night,
They sound like my mother's,
Everyone says I am imagining it,
I seem to be losing my mind.

I see bruises, marks and scars,
On the face of my mother,
Dad says it's because she fell down the stairs,
Mother must be very clumsy,
Or I must be losing my mind.

I was supposed to have a sister,
But we lost her,
T'was fate, tells grandmother,
And no it wasn't she, who pushed mother,
I am just losing my mind.

I don't know,
I died a year ago,
I said things I shouldn't,
You see, I lost my mind after all.

Don’t Find the Time to Hide
To Hide From Life
From Your Responsibilities,
Your Wants
Dreams

Don’t Find Time To Stop
To Stop and to Doubt
And To Lie
To Cheat
Question

Don’t Find Time To Suppress
To Suppress Your Creativity
And Your Skills
Your Intelligence
Emotion

Don’t Find Time.
To Let Others Hold You Back
To Let Others Restrict You
To Let Yourself Doubt You
To Let Yourself Change You

Stay You,
And Stay Yourself.