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Jaderbug dreams Apr 2015
People can be so complex given who they are, yet when you think about it we can be really simple. People just don't see the obvious or the good. A lot like love. You can be in a relationship for two years and feel absolutely nothing; you could be in a relationship for two weeks and feel absolutely everything. Love cannot possibly be measured yet it's so simple. You can choose to see the obvious or the good and you can choose to see the bad. You can also choose to see and accept both, because both the good and the bad are in everything. You can become blind and not see it at all but what would be the fun in that?
Jaderbug dreams Mar 2015
A percentage and a letter define you.
Your parents reprimand you for that one letter.
Your future is conceived from those percentages.
Life as you know it from ages 6-18 you are defined by a letter and a percentage.

**** percentages and letters.
Let YOU define YOU!
grades are ****
Jaderbug dreams Jan 2015
**** you. You give me that feeling. You know. The one they write about and make movies about. But you don't have that feeling and you have her. So why the hell do you make me feel this way? **** you.
Jaderbug dreams Dec 2014
Me.
Me, myself, and I.

I'm crazy, I'm dysfunctional, I'm me.
I am bubbly, I am loud, I am me.
I'm sassy, I'm rude, but I'm just me.
I am kind, I am loving, but I am just me.

I can be understanding, I can be stubborn, I can be me.
I can't be perfect, I can't be you, I can be me.
I can be pretty, I can be natural, I can be me.
I can't be a genius, I can't be Einstein, I can be me.

Me, Myself, and I.

I am not you, I am not her, I am not him. I am ME.
I am  not sorry that I'm not perfect.
I am  not sorry that I'm a ***** up.
Deal with it. I am me.
I happen to find flaws beautiful
to all of you people who feel worthless because of their imperfections
Jaderbug dreams Dec 2014
All my life
Been running from a pain in me
A feeling I don't understand
Holding me down

Rain on me
Underwater
All I am, getting harder
A heavy weight
I carry around.

Today
I don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage
consume me,
My shadow see through me

Fear in itself
Will reel you in and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself
And you will walk
Fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
like you were never enough
I used to fall, now I get back up.

I'm up here
I'm looking at the way down there
I'm staring through the I don't care
It's staring back at me

The beauty is
I'm learning how to face my beast
Starting now to find some peace
Set myself free

Today,
I don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage
consume me,
My shadow see through me

Fear in itself
Will reel you in
And spit you out over and over again
Believe in yourself
and you will walk
Fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
like you were never enough
I used to fall but now I get back up

I'm moving on
Oh god just move on
Today,
I don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid....
Get back up
Get up

Fear in itself will use you up
And break you down just like you're
never enough
I used to fall

Breathe,
Ask for more
if you're bitter still
Ask him to help you carry on.
Jaderbug dreams Sep 2014
It clings to his chest,
and touches his neck.
It cascades down his back and sides
touching every part I crave.
It even goes down near his belt --
maybe even down into his pants.

That's one **** lucky shirt.
I wanna be that shirt...
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