we become our surroundings
the outer world tries to mold us into soulless creatures
shaping us into the next generation of disease,
blind to the fact that we are destroying cultures
like its the next big thing
lately, im starting to realize
im the wrong piece to this puzzle
i do not fit, i am the black sheep
fallen off of the never ending cycle

in order to change we must first change ourselves
the one bright star must shine its light onto the others
so that they may discover
there is more than hate out in this world.

the question is time
the question is when
the question is how

to break our habits
pushed onto our neighbors
searching for a cure
in this reckless place on earth
will we ever find the answer before were kicked
in the dirt?

how do you feel?
do they ever ask?
you pass me by and i wonder where we stand
am i okay?
how can i ever face..
my demons

did you sleep good?
(without the nightmares living in my head)
i'd say i slept as good as i may in a bed

have you ate?
I've had way much more than i can handle on my plate
so no thanks

who even cares?
if not you than me
is life ever fair?

questions running in my head
if i don't feel alive does that mean im dead?

the way you smile
the way you look at me with those eyes
the way they shine
oh what i'd do to make you mine
for the rest of my life

im never gunna stop trying
this feeling I can no longer hide

and I swear I never chase after just anyone
but your not just anyone , no not to me

everyday, watching from afar
waiting for the right time
to make you mine

and I don't wanna scare you away
so ill keep my distance
for just a minute

I swear one day you'll be all mine
without even putting up a fight
everything will fall into place

because im going crazy
without you
oh one day you'll be mine ,... all mine

im all out of words
nothing to write
a blank page of thoughts
I've gone mute