and here you are, again.
in this dimly lighted bar,
surrounded by middle-aged men
who only want to mess with you.

with your marlboro cigarette in hand,
and your expensive, 100$ whiskey on the counter,
you think you figured life out.

*life is just about to begin,
honey.

right when i notice you,
something happens,
inside of me.
i get this feeling that i can't dismiss.
it's torturing me
to say something,
anything.

my palms get sweaty,
the blood flows into my heart,
faster.
my heartbeat increases every time
i feel you near me.

it is something you do to me,
that i don't know why
and i am not willing to discover.

i might be falling in love..

and if that's the case,
i would gladly have you in my life,
i will gladly kiss you, hug you, talk to you, love you.

i would do it,
for you.