Maybe I'm the mistake.
Maybe I'm the wrong one.

Maybe because I fall too hard,
My ground breaks.

I'm not the only one.

I shouldn't believe
We share the same Love.

You
still live,
after dying too much
In a poem.

They left
And
You became
A poet
Expressing
The love
Faked
By time
You spent
For
Nothing.

I'm a dark moon
So don't try to convince me that
I have my own light,
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am worthless, terrible Moon
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
Because no matter what
I am not good to be loved
And I am in no position to believe that
Light doest exist within me
Because whenever I look at the Sun I always think
Am I so dark as they say?

I got another kiss
from the shadow of your memories.


And so tonight, I am drunk again.
I can't hear anything but your voice.
Right through my head, echoing
Stealing the night I'm trying not to be in pain.

Slowly I am drunk on you
My words are stuck through
My mouth that only speaks for you.
But then your name is forbidden.

In my heart and in my mouth.
I can no longer speak of it.
Because when I think of you
I cry a little too much.

I get hurt a little stronger
My love's a little bit sobber.
Again I'm confused
I'm used.

Lock in abyss.
Trying to forget
This blissful demise.
But then again I got
Another kiss

I'm drunk in the shadow of your memories.