How can I ever tell?
how can I ever know?
how can I ever say?
how could you ever grow?
how can I let them hear?
how can I show them tear?
how can I see?
how can I feel?
how can I be free?
how can I be real?
how foolish heart how?

"She left me."
Because I "never asked her to stay."

If you only you knew,
how much I missed you.
If only you knew,
That I dreamed of you.
If these words in my heart,
Only, can let you know
If these people, with me and apart,
Can only tell you how....

My words are lost,
They doesn't seem good anymore,
I know I am not at most,
To be with you is my endeavor.


Let this words touch you.
Let my words conceal you.
They may let you hate me (in any case I couldn't tell.)
They may let you realize (how I feel.)


Loving can hurt, and this is how I feel.
To try to speak and wanting to be real,
I could never do.
but I do,
I do.
I love you.

I was supposed to pretend the last time.
I wanted you to hear me now.
I feel broken inside. cuts like a knife.
I always wanted you to stay close and don't go.
I wasn't able to always reach you because of this distance.
I always thought there is something more.
I always feel like "to stay away"
I was in a world turn.
I am in a twist in story.
I was a stranger.
I am Goodbye.
I. Maybe

From heart broken to heartless please, yep that'd be better.

It was a very long time before I was with her awhile ago.
I missed her a lot like, I don't want to let her go.
But we separated and it's a thing.
Yet, I feel differently happy like undefined something.

She was just my best-friend for you to know.
But, I feel different for her and I don't know.
This feeling strange that I can't show.
I feel like she's something I don't wanna let go.

I couldn't make a move even make a sound about it.
I was too shy, too nervous to admit it.
This feeling never lost ever since so long.
Every-time I get in touched with her my heart beats so strong.

She's the one I've been waiting for.
She's the one I adore.
She's means a lot me.
She's the one I want to be forever with me.

Am I in love with my best-friend?

I wish,
I knew you earlier.