I am about to solve mystery of love in life.

I cried on my pillow last night
Can't bear pain of my broken heart
I will always think how we might
And always remember of how we start

I didn't sleep, I couldn't sleep
Reminiscing the moments, pleaded and weep
Our laughter is now pain
Love is now in vain

The shards of my broken heart's
Pierce through over my body parts
I Don't know what to do now
Just want me back to you somehow

Before I do believe love is magic
But now regret, it was all tragic
Throat cutting pain never let me eat
Forgetting "I'm Important" wanna end my heartbeat.

My very most honest mistake

Is that

    **I loved you

I wonder, what else you remember?
Is it worth remembering?

I just realize.

*Love isn't what we think it is.

I feel loved when she pluck me
The little did I know
I am suddenly thrown

Words of my heart were left unspoken
Fears abide collision of what and why's
Though I had much pain still unforgiven
Keeping my cosmos fight to your abyss

Life is rather an illusion of war
An persisting pain of cut-******* scar
Blandishing words loose were not enough to hear
As how life after love left with fear

Agony of reminiscing past times
Such no remedy
Even a poets structure of rhymes
Not all likely


I'm just stuck in reverse.