they are back
the voices
the ones that tell me
how I am going to live.
and I can't put myself
together again.

it's back
the pain that I feel
when someone
I love dearly
is hurting
and im trying to stop
trying to fix others life
but I cant.

im back
and I dont
want to be back.

I love you so much
but I can't be with you.
say the love of my life.

he said "the drugs are
taking me over."
"im sorry"
he said

"my nose is only
red because I'm cold."
said my love.

I said
"please stop ******* up"

im so sorry
but I just
can't come to
my senses
to not tell
someone goodnight
to someone i love
because every night
my mom tells me goodnight
and I love her very much

waking up
from the night
that I wanted to die
just makes me want to cry
because I hate my life

as I breathe in
the non existance
of your presence

the more
my body wants to
shut down and
join you.

oh what I would do
to be able to see you.
and did I tell you
that i love you?

and do you remember
the things you would do
to make sure I still loved you?
God I miss you.

do you know
how ****** up I am
because I can't be with you.
I just need you.

when I see your face
all I see is sunshine
and the pain hid behind
but everyone can see mine.

did you hear
how I called out
and told you to stay
as I sat by you.

I would do anything
to hear another word
have another laugh
or even give another hug
to you

and you will forever
be my mine.

Electronic tears and pain
Via the telephone line
Depression and open wounds
Bleeding into a strangers listening ear
Pooling as it gathers
And drains into his brain
Telephonic transmission
Of a soul
That flies by wire
Just looking for another soul
To touch with