I still have weird fantaisies about you and me
I wish
You were in my emergency contacts
When I get drunk
I have your name on my lips and my silence as a price
I walk on eggshells just to keep being your friend
I wish
I could stop, but drugs are a too tough
And I don't know how to quit you.

I hate the sea,
they remind me of you.
Like the waves, you keep coming back.
And leave again after washing upon the sand.