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 Apr 2015 hanaB
Land Raccoon
Erase me
Erase me from your mind
Erase me from your mouth
That no trace remind in your life of my faults and mistakes
Don't ever fell bad for how the things were
Don't ever regret of what you do
Because you haven't loose at all
Give me the reason and make me apart
Prove that I'm right
That the best decision I took it was to make me apart
‘Cause there is no good that would bring if I stayed
Leave for me to be a child
Leave for me the prays to the gods for a second time
Leave for me the remind you and the love you
Leave for me the selfpity, the shame and the tears
The maybes, the regrets and the agony
The nights without sleep and the blurred days
The melancholy of not having you for the rest of my life
You be the sane in this
You be the wise
'Cause all I can think is that It's a shame that life is too short
That there isn't a second time
That this is all we can do
And I ******* it all
So prove that I am right in this
That this is the best for you
And forget all about me
 Apr 2015 hanaB
Realeboga M
Thoughts
 Apr 2015 hanaB
Realeboga M
On a scale from one to ten.
I think about you 24/7.
I shouldn't be missing you like this. I hate this, I wish I could turn it all off like you did.
 Apr 2015 hanaB
Realeboga M
I want you...

In ways that I cannot define.

I miss you...

My heart beats less without you as if I'm dying.

I'm lost without you...

My heart is constantly searching for you that I'm usually never aware of where I am.

I need you...

I literally feel complete with you.

Be mine.

Because I promise to give you all of me in ways I have never. I'm usually never one for emotions but for you, I'll try, I'll put in extra effort because I care and you mean so much to be. So Please be mine. Allow me to do my very best to make you happy.
I don't believe in happy endings but if they ever exist I hope that you'll be it. My fairytale, My happy ending.
 Apr 2015 hanaB
Realeboga M
To Emily
 Apr 2015 hanaB
Realeboga M
It's been hard since you left.
Things got a little intense for Tom and I.
He began to drink, smoke and as he puts it **** some *******.
He's been turning into something I can't recognise and I don't know what to do. I thought I'd let him grieve but its worse now, so I decided I'd pick him up with whatever strength I have left.
It's exhausting taking care of him but he's all I have you know and I love him with my heart and soul.
So yea I'm taking care of him making sure he doesn't relapse, I can't stand the sight of seeing him collapse. It's disturbing really.
I'm tired Em, exhausted and I feel I've reached my limit.
I am a walking mess without you and I want to fix myself but Tom needs to be my number one priority, forget about me right. But I miss you, I sometimes wish you never committed suicide that I was there to prevent you. Anyway I hope heaven is treating you well.

From Rea
 Apr 2015 hanaB
Realeboga M
Untitled
 Apr 2015 hanaB
Realeboga M
You keep pushing me away and I don't know what to do.


My heart wants to stay strong regardless of the pain, it wants to stay with you no matter  
How much you're pushing me away.

My mind wants to give up.

You keep pushing me away and it ******* hurts.
I don't like this feeling of pain.
 Apr 2015 hanaB
b for short
Tell me a story.
Fingers, tongue, lips, eyes, gasps, grins.
No words required.
© Bitsy Sanders, April 2015
 Apr 2015 hanaB
Emily Dickinson
1240

The Beggar at the Door for Fame
Were easily supplied
But Bread is that Diviner thing
Disclosed to be denied
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