With every shot of drink
My mind goes back to think

With every thought I think
My heart rises and sinks

With every beat of my heart
I feel distant and apart

With this feeling of despair
My tears roll without care

With every drop of tear
I take another shot of beer

With soothing music in air
Tonight you've been unfair

With you not here
This night grabs my fear

With this drink of beer
My mind rolls back to clear

With memories in my head
I crawl up in my bed

With your picture in my hand
I hope tonight's not my end


©sim

I must confess

I had *** with my ex, yesterday

It isn't exactly what I intended on



Their warm body fit mine like a broken in baseball glove
I don't expect much to come of it
I'm learning to not expect much of
anything



We enjoyed each other's energy

As I ran my fingers through their hair

Like I did before

So frequently



                                 But this time it was different

This time, I didn't care of tomorrow
Wondering if I could do this again
Wondering if I could keep them forever



                Instead, I recognized the beauty in a moment

I was grateful for their being

I was grateful for their fruit
To let my tongue dance

With the idea that forever is the ugly sister
Misused, abused, and forgotten

    Due to the only constant that her sister Change, will always win