Beguiling unknown which is vaster in space
Inspiring and thrown to the lasting erased
Expiring in mire and desire and entrenched
Biding in hiding and tiring, and whence

The beauteous incredulous escape
The safety found in darkness' cruel embrace
A haven in your unbecoming hate

It is mystery and depths and true despair
It is indulgence, rot, when no one cares
It is levity of night
Nothing is bright, adapt your eyes
Come dwell inside the dark
Conceal your mind

I didn't expect you to meet me.
That was not permitted.
I didn't expect you to kiss me.
That was not permitted.
I didn't expect you to love me.
That was FORBIDDEN .

I was prisoner of my shadow.
When I met you.
I was warrior of my darkness.
When I kissed you.
I was soul of your body.
When I loved you.
LOVE.
Destructive .
Confusing.
Lonely .
Love.
You.
We.
I

The doctors all say
Our minds can't remember pain
Why then, do I still remember you