Hannah Presley

Hannah Presley Aug 2016

She paints a pretty picture
An artist, one of a kind.
Paints with only shades of red,
all of them straight lines.
She paints a pretty picture
But her canvas is out of space.
She wants to look beautiful,
"The dress, mom, I need it to be lace"
She paints a pretty pictures
But here's the twist,
He paint brush is a razor
Her canvas is her wrist.
She wants to make it stop.
She's running out of time
It's not just on her body,
But always on her mind.
She paints a pretty picture,
She wishes it would end
She wants to just give it up,
If only she had a friend.
She paints a pretty picture,
This time it's too deep.
She's finally given up,
"My soul now you can keep"

#suicide #cutting #depression #hope #up #please #is #give #there #dont

Hannah Presley Mar 2016

What do I say?

What do I say?
What do I say when you look at my arms?
Yours are you beautifully bare and smooth.
But your eyes fall onto mine
The cross-stitch of red and white lines. Raised
Painting the pain I’ve been through across my skin.
What do I say?
What do I say when you see my panic?
You stand there and you look at me, not knowing what to do.
I sit, clutching my knees to my chest,
Tears pouring down my eyes,
Body trembling.
What do I say?
What do I say when you tell me it’s all too much?
When you tell me you can’t deal with it anymore.
That you need to leave my life,
That you can’t handle it.
As if you assume I can.
What do I say?**
What do I say when I no longer have someone to say things to?

#self #harm #sad #depression #relationships #i #what #do #say

Sep 2014

Fel

Him

She said
"Describe him to me."

My mind pulled up a blank
To describe him...
No
Impossible
You would have had to
See the way
He is
From my eyes
If that makes sense?

I sure hope it does

#love #him #unsure

Sep 2014

Echo

~Sometimes~

Sometimes there are battles you have to face alone.
Sometimes there are battles that words from your love can't ease.
But that's okay.
That doesn't mean you have to leave him/her.
As long as they try to help you and they care, that's all you really need.
There are battles you have to face alone.
There are battles that my words can't ease your pain.
But that's okay.
At least I'm trying to help you.
And I really do care. So very much.
But there is one person who can help you always. And as spiritual as it may sound,
God can always help you. Because he has been there to help me of all people.
So he will definitely help you. If you think he is mad at you,
He's not. He loves you. More than anyone else ever will.
Just give him your heart, mind and soul. Serve him. Pray.
And I'm positive, your luck will change.
Just give it a chance! :)

I only speak the truth.

#love #god #spiritual #pleasure