Tell me what to do
To wait and be with you
Or to choose a life anew

Tell me what is wrong
If it is really you
Or do I stir a fire... and cause chaos in your heart?

Tell me what you feel
When I ask if this is real
Am I still the one... who captivates your heart?

But then again don't tell me
Deep down I know
I'm holding on to nothing
And you are just a ghost

Haunting me with false hope

You say you love me

what exactly do you mean by "love"
cause I don't know anymore
maybe I need that love

a little too desperate
a little too hopeful

but how exactly can you love
a person who's on the verge of ending her life

how can you love if she's all ****** up
how can you love when she doesn't even know what is love
how can you love when she cannot even feel

these thoughts unraveling through my head
it's a mystery

how
can
you
**love

Perhaps you'll never know

the part you have made
the impact that you gave
the words that came out of you

that scarred her forever

her confidence receding
her joy gone
her life slowly slipping away

Words
how little they can be

amazing yet dangerous
encouraging yet *depressing

Here are some things I know:
2+2 is always 4, in the center of an apple lies the core.
One foot is left and the other is right, you need lots of wind to fly a kite.
Puppies are soft and the earth moves slow, red means stop and green means go.
Clouds are white, the sky is blue, and I am absolutely, completely, in love with you.