I am here when you are not,
I was born through the pain that was brought
Upon a child who always sought.
The truth that never came,
Staring at faces all the same,
Lost in a wave, that was about to cave.
No one could hear you, but I could.
Always telling you things as you listened
I knew you always would.
Our growth was divine,
Strengthening with time.
You never knew I was there,
Until we were homeless,
Sleeping in that chair.
I whispered to you
"I'll always get you though"
In that moment your faith grew.

Everything I did I did for a reason
You changed the code of my heart
We can call that treason

Now I'm left to understand the reason,
Why you gave up on me, on us.
How could the man I love,
Fall to lust

Your voice,
and my heart.

Stuttering.

Together, as the anxiety pours out of my voice.
"I love you"

Slips out of my mouth as I stare into your eyes.
Once again I am whole,

Knowing full well that the world has much purpose,
Simply because you are in it.

My body ignites and I am in your arms.
"Forever"
You say.

Together, in that moment.
We are truly synced to one another's soul.

Simply combining those simple words
Has us marked for the most painful journey.

Losing your heart, for the sake of someone else.
Their attention,
Their scent,
Their conversation,
Mind, Body, Spirit.
Their beauty.

"I will love you forever"

I say Flawlessly.

You love her more than me, that's why I leave.
You always shout her name as I grieve.
As if your looking for a way to escape her grasp,
Even when reality starts to crash.
You don't understand I've given my all.
Held you every time you began to fall.
I feel for you every time you loose your will.
I lost the love of my life to a stimulated pill

I'm sorry for the pain I've cause,
Or the love you've lost.
But I'm focused on a cost,
With nothing but loss.
Cause I'm cross.
And trust nobody.

There is no hope when I cant find
The line that divides time and sublime

All these thoughts within my mind
Have no control, like a man doing crime.

With no way to hide the pain
I have no way to ever gain,

Any sense of wonder in this land
I guess that's what it means to be a Bland.

Built in my mind
Who are you who seems so divine
Driving out everything dark
With you I take part
Why do you seem so real, when I cannot see
When people ask who I am talking about, I see me
How is it that you appeared
At one of the moments I thought death was near
You are the one who never says goodbye
You are the one who shares my eyes
Me and you make a pair
Everyday we breathe the same air
What I know is for us to learn
Too touch you is something I yearn
Talking to myself against all odds
You my friend, right my wrongs
No matter where you go you always see.
What is within, what is the best of me
Through your invisibility.

There is nothing but mind fog,
Floating above my eyes.
For all who can see their way,
I have grown to despise.

I try and try to use my lights,
But I can never seem to win this fight.
Even when I use my brights,
This fog has began to control my life!

I move in all angles, just to try and see,
But with this misty enemy I can not compete.
I move slow to be on the safe side,
As others pass me by in great stride.

I am so fed up with you mind fog,
Why cant you just go away.
I really hope this clears up soon,
Cause its not the way I want to stay.

So I put out warnings for all to see,
Watch out for my mind fog,
It is controlling me!

Just so you know,
You and I will never grow.
All the woe.

Fill my nights with fright
Paranoia when we grow past midnight.
Peaking at the sight, of another pill.
You my love have stolen my will.

Her eyes are black,
Her weight is down,
The grasp of this love,
Is bringing her down.
The tracks of their love,
Weigh up and down her arm.
The hours they spend,
Get her more wrapped in its charm.
The last day she beckoned his call,
He took her all.
As she dazed off she remembered that day
When she found his love and he took the pain away.
Now she is numb, there is no need to fight.
She lost her life, swimming in a pool of knives.

Lets make a veil of this beauty
Hold it in this moment
Until the life we're living
Gets lost, its like we're stolen
From the strain of everyday living
Always fighting what we're given
Forgetting that we're sinning
To get on with the mission
Of peace in the world, peace in our words
To change what we heard,
About the money and the gold.
To change what it means to be sold
I give my soul to the message
Of a new kind of blessing
That is teaching a lesson,
Of time that's passed, in the sand of an hour glass,
For the mass that's trying to save,
The way in which we should behave,
Instead of writing about the grave,
That's brought by a fames shallow wave
That drowns our children's idea,
Of what it means to be raised
In a subliminal dream
We should all rank supreme,
In this life where we all give our strength
The moment we breathe in this air
Knowing someone who cares
Is willing to give us their share
Of what it means to be human
Showing their strength
Its all in the way we are raise
So I can never hate
On people who forget
About the light of our fate
Give me no curse
But give me a lesson
Give me a blessing
Teach me about resurrection
Peace be with all
So that I can withdraw
That I've finally said some words
That can be for us all
No one might listen
Though I still go on with this mission
Until I've formed a vision
Of a poem with no killing
A poem with no beginning
A poem with no sinning
A poem that makes poetry be remembered
Even if it goes out in embers
Giving  something that's well tempered
Instead of someone's temper
To spark ideas of a game change
Feeling no rage
With all the demons in their cage
Page to page,
rearrange
The day.
So it stays a strayed,
Endings that fray
Creating new lines,
Of a perfect day
Filling their minds
Leading by example
So maybe one day all their demons might lay trampled.
And their voice might turn
Into a constant flow
Of words to know
Instead of words thrown
If I'm on my own
With this mission, Than I guess its all for the eye of submission,
An eye within us all,
That's always there to recall,
The reason why we're given gifts,
In this daily free for all.
So I call
Hoping someone might hear
Someone might see
Someone might understand
What it means to be human being
What it means to say words
What it means to spit the curse
What it means to **** the curse
In the peace of our words
As the night approached once again
Maybe dreams would be filled with light again
Where we all win
Where we all see
That there is no difference between you and me.
I heard your words
And I've spoken by example
Can anyone hear that I'm laying here trampled.
By the thoughts of change,
By the ones who upstage
Let their demons out their cage
Than speak in rage
For children to hear
For children to lead
By example but you never heed
I can never change your past
I can never change your grasp
I can never take your curse
For I can not even rap, But if you hear me
Could it be enough
For you to understand that I cant be as tough
As a gun that's being totted
Later written in a poem
Than blasted to the people
Impressions burned in the temple
Dreams destroyed by beats
On constant repeat
Something I can never beat
Some frost melted by the heat
Assassins creed as my words get lost in the vast,
Land of tormented souls lives put on blast
All I'm saying is if we change the game
We change the first impression
Of a life that's a blessing,
Not an ear to be messed with
That's why I chose to be,
Ebony Rose.

With eyes blood shot,
His mind circles with thoughts.

Who? What? Where? When?
Something has done him wrong.

So he wallows in the shadows,
Despising life.

Hoping that something will make a change,
Not him but for him.

As the days grow long he tries to defeat the things in his path
Everything, Everyone.

All strangers through those red eyes
This man has lost all empathy

He thinks;

Who has wronged me
What has harmed me
Where are the enemies
When will my time come.

Reality he cannot see strikes,
A bolt of lightening he is blinded by,
he does not see its passing.

Who has been in a position like me
What has harmed others
Where are souls like mine
When will peace come to earth.

His eyes beckon the energy of a sociopath.
Another lost soul, a libertine.

Love to blind can cause chaos
A hate to deep can get us lost
With all eyes focused on a cost
It becomes hard to be true to ourselves
So we put all the books up on the shelves
The place in which we create is the place we dwell
And than we wonder why we cry so hard
Sinking into the midst crawling for the stars
Than we wonder why it takes so long
To be something unique is thinking of mars
Leaving us lost in the sky
Lungs filled with smoke and I'll be flying so high
Avoiding the demons in our cries
Living to long, shields out paradise
No longer will I give up my throne
Someone who taught has got much to learn
Fitting in is something we yearn
Not enough to go around so we wait our turn

The voices flood my mind,
The chaos drives me mad.
Far from the world in this distorted land.
No one can hear, yet all can see.
Is it just you or is it just me.
Its as if you can hear my thoughts as you stroll by
I do not ask, you must understand why.
If I were to tell you the truth,
You would probably not understand.
The schizophrenia envelops me.
Secrets are kept so no one will question me,
The doctor gives me pill, the therapist gives me a cure.
But they are just words, Just words that I've heard.
As soon as I leave with another pill or two
The voices come back just to get me through.
Each day is a new awakening,
Hallucinations beckoning.
There is no words for what's in my mind.
Is it just me, or is the rest of the world blind.

Spending time
lost in our minds
your always there
in a place with no time
I can reach you with trust
follow your words
you guide me away from the curse
and give me a verse
in a song I cannot sing
but in light I can bring
your beauty is immense
with no options of the end
with you in my head
I can always rest
I feel blessed to have followed your eyes
A person that's wise
who will never despise
what I am and what I do
even when I'm blinded by attitude
fortune is the least of it
but being less is the best of it
for we can see what we could only dream
and when we reach far enough we grow wings
until we're all queens
If we all ranked supreme
Every girl could win
when your making money its like washing of sin
If gives you faith to change the way your living life again
now I switch lanes
all demons out their cage
I'm not only getting numbers I'm gaining lust
for the game that it brings
that fame we're talking about
It brings you up above heavens standards
Your own eyes getting lost in the dust
so I trust no one
I'm on my own, all alone, these trees are not taking me out
Of this fog in my head and its stressing me out
Than I lie to myself and say I'm living in hell

Contradiction at its finest, do you see

My choice is to follow you
for you have always seen me through
and even when your never there
I know that you will always stay
That's the thing
I can see your wings
As you fly when I want to despise
Hear the cries
of a lost night
always wanting to fight
carry me home
where I can rome
into the sublime
into your land with no time
hold me there
show me that there is someone who cares
someone who hears
a place where there are no tears

watch as the light switches positions
Into colors that we thought could only be formed in wishes
That negative as a steady flow
whimsical for only us to know

Can you transform
when the night meets day
Or can I dream of a better way
To interpret something that I thought I lost
can I reach out without being focused on the cost
the memory of a past life
beauty no longer a distraction
love the only attraction

give me something to rely on
I promise I will never lead you wrong
its been so long
just to touch you
for the day will come soon

I seek for you
everyday
but the dream seems to fade away

as you cry I will hold you
I promise there is no light without you
I will cherish every moment
every second that I breathe
leaving you always in peace
freedom of speech
in a way that will change what it means
to live in a day
that comes
than goes.
Ebony Rose

Hurt me the pain is numb,
Free me, pain comes.

Silence is a beautiful thing
Freedom from constant stimulation of the senses
With eyes closed you can even drift away from the present
And travel into a time that is neither the past or the future.
Life can completely fade away
Diminishing into a dream with no picture or emotion
That holds no anguish or fear, just peace
Steadily with a heart still beating, with breathes slowly escaping our vessels.
Dormant does the body lye while our spirits escape with haste.
All tension fades away as they release themselves into the other world.
Pulsing, they orbit in sync with one another.
Brightly shining and unidentifiable.
For the spirit in true form is identical in all forms
No words are spoken for language can bring expression to hate.
With no expression hate does not exist.
Seemingly deaf they hear nothing,
What good comes with listening when there is only silence.
No need is there for limbs with levitation
Anyway limbs give ability to cause harm, create destruction and take.
All of these factors satisfy the true spirit.
They yearn for peace.
The peace that was given but the ****** form stole
So now when the body rests the spirits are freed until we awaken,
Breaking the peace that comes with our dreams.

The sublime,
And time,
Wrote this rhyme
To show the world what is in my mind.

I fight a curse
To make a verse.

You told me it was forever,
but you changed over a night
Instead of being faithful
You fell to lustful love

Now we are torn
All I can do is mourn,
What we had when it was in faith
You destroyed all the trust I had
When I look at you I see a stranger,
Giving you my all a sudden danger,
Why did you have to cross that line?
I thought you would be mine,
Until we grew old,
With stories to tell,
All you do now, is put me through hell.
By leaving me in question of your faith.
I gave you my all now memories must be erased,
Our love with never diminish but be lost in space.

Find me a fire to throw in my arrows
Let me be free to fly with the sparrows
Guide me to understand an everlasting light
Hold me up high to avoid the deepened night
Carry me home so I can maintain on my own
Load me up so I can be full grown
If I fall let me be free
To drown in a pool of certainty
As death brings its grip upon my life
Let me end this never ending fight.