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duhastnach Mar 2015
I'm tired.

Of waiting for the sun to rise in the west,
Hoping when that time comes you will
Be back into my arms.
Your lips against my spine
And I can finally call you,
*Mine.
I just miss you so bad. I really do. I wonder if you're still alive. How you have been doing lately. Is it just me going through all these? I guess I'll never know. I should stop writing about you.
duhastnach Mar 2015
we could be soul mates, we could be so great

"I'm sorry, I was too late" he said.
"I'm sorry I couldn't wait" I said.
But what I really wanted to say was
Maybe you could wait, until I clean my slate.
This dialogue keeps repeating in my head. I wish things were different. I wish we were the same before the fall. I need you in my life. But you're now gone. I can't blame you, who would stay in this mess anyway?
duhastnach Mar 2015
Bare face, full moon, we danced in irony.
With swollen eyes, anticipating dawn,
We jumped to the abyss for clarity.
Succumbing, you were fighting and withdrawn.

Swirling and twisting aimlessly, I fell.
Flaming broken bones, soaring hastily.
Your eyes pierced through me, a poisonous spell.
Damp cheeks, bitter tongue – growing vacancy.

Come hither, frightening solace of dusk,
Darkness echoed your face in paragraphs.
Part these lips with punctuations and brusque,
Poignant blank verse, depicting parallax.

Second crescent came, it was disaster.
You vanished in thin air, my sought after.
Last time I wrote a sonnet was in high school. My skills are getting rusty. But this is for you, my lost lover my most sought after. You will not be forgotten, you are now living within these lines. You will stay with me, even just in memory.
duhastnach Feb 2015
I believed you
When you said that
It's you and me against the world

I was blinded by the thought
Of you and me fighting them
Side by side, with our hands intertwined
And our hearts as one

I tore down my walls
And built my dreams around you
Now I'm stuck in this nightmare
Breathing only anger
And self loathing
Delusional of the primer -
That this can be salvaged

You and I
We are too far gone
This, The us
We have and always been
Improbably fated
So I'm stuck in this dysfunctional relationship. I don't even know why I'm staying. I need to get out of this mess soon, this is slowly wasting me away.
duhastnach Feb 2015
I had an epiphany
That we were never meant to be
I tried to fight myself
“No, you must be mistaken
this shall pass
you’ll get over it.”
Then alas,
You broke my heart
All the pieces were shattered
With disregard

Forgiven?
No.
Just very numb
To perceive
Any sentiments
Of fury and disbelief
Dazed by the illusion
That everything was fine
Until I read the last line
duhastnach Feb 2015
I was supposed to be working on a project
But my mind is adrift
Thinking of you and its logic

Tell me now, what is the denouement
Should I hang on or let it slip
Knowing that this will only take us
Nowhere,
But in circles and disarray
duhastnach Feb 2015
I should have kissed you longer
Kissed you harder
We should have lingered
From here to yonder
Like there’s no tomorrow,
And that night was our forever
That night keeps replaying in my head. It hurts so much. I would trade anything to be with you again.
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