I was afraid of living

Overcast weather
Rains have dampened the spirits
Rescued by shared parasol

It's tough.
Always getting blamed.
I believe in you.
When others say you did it.
And you state you didn't.
Listen, I believe in you.

I believe in you.
When others cut you down.
Forget that, I'll be your biggest supporter around.

I rather see you smile.
Then frown.

If you think you know me
- think again.
If you say you see me
- look again.
If you think you heard me,
were you even listening?
If you say you did,
can you tell me?

What were the words I never uttered yet was fully expressed with my eyes?
What pain did my voice convey when all you saw were laughter and smiles?

Don't let your eyes deceive you
There's more to me than what you see
I do seem okay, don't I?
SUPERFICIALLY.

|celina|

By now you must’ve realised,
that every face wears a mask
but darling,
if you let me, I want to do the honours,
of taking that filth away from you,
Daring, you don’t need a cover up
You’re just perfect the way you are.
Don’t you dare do them that favour
of getting under your akin
they’re just parasite’s ;
Lurking to get within;
They’re the monsters that hide under your bed


But darling I forgot to tell you…
We are the parasites and monsters that the fairytales warned us about.