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AK Aug 2018
I was so in love,
Feeling like you're the one...
Thinking I'd spend my life with you.
But that was just a dream
And you were never right for me
So I really want you to know that...

You're just another one,
A mistake that can't be undone...
A letter that I wrote and burned.
That's why I do believe,
That we were never meant to be.
The destiny just came and turned...Back.
AK Aug 2018
I wonder how you feel...
Do you think this is alright?
Are your feelings real?
Do you think of me at night?
Dealing with me ain't easy.
Don't think it will ever be...
Stop my heart, please freeze it.
I'm sure you're not meant for me.
AK Aug 2018
I remember the time,
When you were still here.
I remember the day,
When I had to pass through the fear...

I remember the pain,
I can still feel it sometimes...
My tears fell like rain,
When I heard that you're not fine.

Do you remember that summer?
When we took tons of rides...
I wish I could go back there
And hold you till the end of times.

That was the last year,
The very last time we met.
And as my biggest fear,
I will remember it and regret.

I remember that call...
The deep voice on the phone.
Hours spent staring at the wall,
Repeating the words '' He's gone ''

But those are my memories,
I really hope that they will last.
You're still in my heart,
Not just left in my past.
AK Aug 2018
I would like to feel secure

Pass the road without any fear

Mom help me, find the cure

I'm dying inside and no one's near  



The doctor ensures that I'm a ******

Society says I should get locked

I tell you mom, I'm pretty normal

It's just that no one gives a f*ck  



All the people that I meet

Judge me by my look and not behavior

Mom, I'm so sorry for being me...

Do you think my soul has no savior?  



My friends consider me an *******

No one knows what's in my head

My heart turned into a stone

I don't cry anymore in my bed  



I'm a prisoner of my own mind

And a victim of death's passion

Mother, you are one of a kind,

Your love cures my depression
AK Aug 2018
When I'm searching for something real,
People try to find what's realistic.
I can't really understand what's the deal,
Being almost real isn't actually artistic.

Face change, body liposuction...
Tons of new terms for the word fake.
I'm here pondering about reproduction
And they think about other dumb **** to make.

In search of perfection, invented by ourselves
We lost our real direction, we're humanity shell
We do nothing relevant, only listen to the media
Watch the Kardashians and travel with Expedia

There's nothing left, we're almost dead
As a plant, we grow with whatever we get fed
We don't care, we do nothing to change
Such brainless animals, we keep living in this cage

Having a sickness nowadays is a trend
Way of getting popular while people's life ends
If you're feeling bad look at this cancerous Human
When you're bored go and yell respect Women

We should respect ourselves, in the first place.
We're not just animals, we're Human Race!
We do have an option,  we don't have to just survive.
So open your eyes and change your **** life!
AK Aug 2018
Sometimes I laugh,
Sometimes I ghost.
Sometimes I'm found,
Sometimes I'm lost.
Sometimes I wonder,
Sometimes I cry.
Sometimes I conquer.
Sometimes I wish to die.
AK Aug 2018
Looking like 3D art
Craving that death's smell
You had the world falling apart
With no face just skull shell

Sinners' bones and darkness sight
Pain is the only thing you feel
Down the stones the fire's bright
You are there waiting for the meal

Rotten heart and reaped souls
As if life was never real
Razor mark and tons of fools
Taking your life was the deal.

Suicide, ******, envy, ****...
No matter what you do, you'll end up there
So why do you try so hard to escape?
He will come for you anywhere.
AK Aug 2018
Last night I was wondering,
If we were alright...
But looking through these past scenes
Just made me want to cry.

I kept repeating them in my head,
To find where's the problem.
Sadly, I couldn't find
But there has to be a way to solve them.

Has it been easy for you?
Not really, so far...
Listen here, carefully
Stop breaking my heart.

Stop killing my soul
And burning my eyes...
Let's take a break,
I can't keep with these lies.

Maybe it's my fault,
It was my choice to be with you.
You stole me from myself
But now go do, what you gotta do.

Leave me here alone,
I promise I won't cry.
Delete my number of your phone,
There's no place for You and I.

— The End —