The sun and flowers
didn't seem to
       shine today.
But the smile
upon my face
                      did.

I don't know where
        I'm going
    or quite exactly
            where I want to be.

             I just know that
my feet keep moving,
                  my heart keeps beating,
      and there's nothing
              standing
            in my way.

If you sit down at set of sun
And count the acts that you have done,
And, counting, find
One self-denying deed, one word
That eased the heart of him who heard,
One glance most kind
That fell like sunshine where it went --
Then you may count that day well spent.

But if, through all the livelong day,
You've cheered no heart, by yea or nay --
If, through it all
You've nothing done that you can trace
That brought the sunshine to one face--
No act most small
That helped some soul and nothing cost --
Then count that day as worse than lost.

There's sadness in my head.
There's sadness in my heart.
I feeling everything ending without a start.

it rushes in me
this grin on my face
This grin it leaves a trace

there is sadness
and it's not going away

Deep dark blue sea of sadness
I'm drowning .

I have run out
Of people to run to
When everything is falling apart

I touch my hipbone
And this one spot beneath my chest
Ever so slightly
When I want to feel better
About anything

I wish the earth gave you an option
Night or day
For when you need goosebumps from the sun
Or a calm, cool silence

Sometimes broken
Is better than bent
Because bent might break later on

And there,it was me.
Looking at you.
Not having any single word to describe what i am feeling.
Like my heart was on fire
Like i had something burning
In my chest
My mind was blocked
I was seeing only you
And no one else <3