dailythoughts

dailythoughts Jun 2020

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A beautiful moment without you is a moment wasted.
A sunset without you is a twilight wasted.

I went on a date and all I could think about was how wrong it felt. You not being there with me sitting on the sand with an ombre blue sky above us. You not sitting close to me while we talk deeply about the things we care for. How wrong it felt being with someone who is not you. So wrong of you not being there.

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at least you are present in my heart & mind

#dusk #dawn #without #wrong #miss #sunsets

dailythoughts Jun 2020

on repeat

it doesn’t get better
we just forget about it for awhile
until everything comes flashing back
even stronger this time

at least for awhile
i'll be in bliss
without terror

#onrepeat #stronger #time

dailythoughts May 2020

Blank Space

I want to runaway
Escape your thoughts
Runaway to nowhere
To be nothing
& to just be

Every now and then
We feel the need to belong someplace
To belong to someone
But every once awhile
We just want to be
Unable to see people
Fully isolated from the possibilities to feel

In all honesty
It is so exhausting
To feel
Every
Emotion

... my dailythoughts

#blankspace #runaway #escape

dailythoughts May 2020

a perfect evening

throw your head back
and listen to some Khalid

pour yourself a glass of wine
and sway to Alina Baraz

love me
take me to outer space

#khalid #alinebaraz #electric #perfect

dailythoughts May 2020

Lit

Don't clear the smoke
Let me be in the smog of what-ifs
In my la-la land
I shall live my best life
In the heat of the blunt
I will live in the moment

Intoxication

#smoke #blunt #whatifs

dailythoughts May 2020

Is this called Peace?

I am no longer in rush
Everything will happen when it has to
I'll be here

For everyone out there, I hope you are in peace with everything that once destroyed you.

#peace

dailythoughts May 2020

Dry Tears

They won’t just touch my soul and set me free
Eagerly will open the deepest of wounds and fest on my worst fears
Harshly undress my faith and crush my hope

Victoriously laugh to celebrate my doom
Bleed me red to suffer in dry tears
Waltz with my ghost to slowly scatter my temple

Taunt to enliven my mistakes
Proudly glorifying my shames
Only to win a soul that has been defeated

I sense them overstepping my shadow
The monsters catching up with my heart and mind
Will I score the final touchdown or will they devour me whole

Touch so contagious
The poison burns running wild in my veins
Won’t be long for when I am all at once taken away

good luck to me

#fear #monsters #shames #mistakes #shadow #veins #temple #defeated #win