I'm weak when you're around
       Feels like falling to the ground
       Yesterdays are moments to forget
       Tomorrow, what could I get ?

I can't focus on anything,
       I want to but it's not working
       It's killing me little by little,
       It's like a song but what's the tittle?

My heart is in pain,
       It feels insane
       I want to go back in time,
       When I never knew your name.

if there's a place between the heavens and hell

that may be the place i belong to

i am a liar
thought i could fool anyone
but i couldn't fool me.

i am a liar
about things
mostly feelings.

i am a liar
that said i moved on
nights i'll mourn

i am a liar
an escapist
never a realist.

i am a liar
yes, it's a sin
but it's how i cope
to continue to hope.

you asked me about
if i wrote your name on my hand.

and i can't help but to think about all the sketches, paintings, doodles and written poems i wrote everywhere about you.

you asked me to say
your name repeatedly
because you think
how i said it was cute.

i did, and your laugh
made my world even lighter
than it was before.

sadly, i know how you feel about me.

and you know how i feel about you.

but we can't be together.

we're just friends
that's what you said.

my heart screamed
and my eyes teared.

but i think it's better than to lose you again.

your mind was a train
full of joy and candy

and mine was the passenger
who happened to tag along
in your adventurous journey.

the railways are rusty
and the sounds are annoying
instead we feel happy
we took it as fun,
as a part of everything.

i was lost
a traveller i have always been
always thinking about what could have been.

inside this train, i found happiness
even though it's not forever
hey, i do sound clever.

the sweets are killing me
they're too many
come here, sit with me
let's unwrap them
and fill our tummy

what is all this
is this insanity?

i feel like drifting
oh wait, am i me?

oh-uh, my time is up
tick-tock
the death knocks.

oh, what is this?

a poison candy?

thanks sweetheart, finally i'll be free!

MY WHOLE BODY IS SHAKING
OUT OF AGONY

but i'm sitting still
smiling at everyone.

MY HEART ACHED LIKE IT'S BEING STABBED BY THOUSANDS KNIVES

but i'm laughing along
pretending, faking.

I SCREAM INSIDE ABOUT THINGS YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR**

outside, i'm quiet
my eyes began to tear.