The memories
is waiting to attack.
Waiting for me to fall at last
- right into the past,
to where Im running to get you back.

There is so much to miss
and I ain't got emotions
if I cant lean on to
the feeling from your kiss.

The the devils mind is inside my vein
beacause I took the turn
to where I crashed my heart
right into yours
again.

I
see
your eyes
and smile in
passing strangers
and hear your voice in the songs
you used to love to sing.
Memories
of you play like
picture-shows in my mind
and my heart
loves you even more
than before.
Death
only keeps us
physically a part,
but spiritually we'll always
be together.

Happy Heavenly Birthday,
Kayla
❤

You know what you see when you look at me
And it is not good, I've seen it too
But there is a murmur in my ears
I hear its brightness loud and clear

A child covered in yellow dust and ether
Sits on my chest and tries to talk to me
I shut it down because I do not know her
I only know what you see when you look at me.

Did you think you'd win?
For a moment I did.
As if death or something akin,
Of you, I would never be rid.

Instead I came back,
Fighting tooth and nail,
Healing the breaks and cracks,
Living to tell the tale.

It's not my time,
Not for a long while.
I still have mountains to climb
And am yet to face more trials.

This shadow fades away,
I bid it goodbye.
It fades to grey,
Invisible to the eye.