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 Dec 2014
Mimi Mfarej
I have so many words to say but hold back.
For the fear of embarrassment is too strong.
I just wish you knew how i felt, i'm tired of always being the one to start the conversation.
I just wish talking to you  was as easy as it was in my dreams....
Another night, another dream wasted on you.
 Dec 2014
MysteryBear
I could fall asleep on his shoulder but I wouldn't want to miss hearing him whisper sweet nothings into my ear. I could hold onto his hands forever but I fear our sweat will turn into oceans and drown him. I could hug him forever but I wouldn't want to break the very ribs that protect his heart from getting hurt.
I haven't kissed him yet for fear that I won't stop until our lips hurt
So many things to fear in this world but I only fear for *his safety
I falling too hard too fast for my boyfriend
 Dec 2014
JustChloe
Strong independent
This we all want to be
To bad this world leaves us
Depressed insecure and lonely
Is there any one truly happy
Is there such a thing
How can i hope for a life without misery
When pain is in every note the bird sings
In every breath a child takes
In between the empty i love yous
The meaningless i do's
Why do we even pretend we are happy
We all know it's not true
We are all slowly dieing
And none of us know what to do
Is there anyone who is truly happy?
Is it even a real thing?
 Dec 2014
Taylor
My parents tell me to stop bringing misfits home.

Stray cats, lost dogs, lonely people.

Anything sad in the neighborhood, sad in my sight, I bring home with me.

The poor teenagers up the hill, the stoners dazed by the lake, the girls with broken souls and the boys with broken minds. Survivors of all kinds of abuse find refuge with me.

I carried an orange cat home one day, I found him walking around a construction site. He was fed and given something to drink, and we found his owner.

A puppy only a few weeks old, eyes still closed, deathly ill. We bottle fed it and took it to the vet, but it was too late. She said she had a damaged spine and wouldn't make it. I stroked her head as she stopped breathing.

I brought a schizophrenic boy home and helped him through an attack in our living room, while my parents sat horrified in the kitchen.

No less than three girls have cried on my shoulder in the safety of my bedroom, traumatized by rapes they didn't know how to talk about.

These strays, these wounded souls....These are my people. I love them all.

So when they say "stop bringing such damaged things home" it breaks my heart.

And I do it anyways.
 Dec 2014
MysteryBear
My eyes fight to shield me from the dark
With my last waking nerve I think of wrong and right
How much I want to be a good person
Why the devil is so fond of using me as a pawn when clearly I am a queen
Or at least I'm trying to be
I can go anywhere I want but not like a knight
For I am not chivalrous enough
The tides of disease will rush in to take you
But I will not move a muscle for I am grounded from moving in the way of an L...
As in Love
Chess metaphors at night. I bet the title got your attention.
 Dec 2014
JustChloe
I want to see her
when I do it brings light to my eyes
she is the light of my life
she gets me up in the morning and sends me on my way
she makes sure I wear a jacket when it cold outside
and when i fell bad she asks if im ok
I never understood why she would do this to me
I dont know why I fell this way
Why I just cant except that she loves me
maybe because no one has ever loved me before
and its all lies my daddy would say
until the police took him away
he would hurt me and my mom everyday
I dont understand why
Why did my mom have to die
why did he think it was his right to take her life
and leave me without a home
no place to call my own
no family
I was alone and I have been alone
I don't want their help I can do it all my self
but then I remeber
this one cares
I am always there she says
and she loves me
I dont know why
everyone else in my life wanted me to die
or at least that is how it seems
no one has ever wanted me
like she
and now I am here
in my room writing thourgh my tears hoping someone would hear
or read what i Have to say
that Life gets better along the way
The question is when it happens
Will you be able to accept that you are ok?
 Dec 2014
JustChloe
Pain is contagious*
and no one can stop the outbreak
 Dec 2014
JustChloe
Wish for the better
you're always let down
hope is severed
when your loved one is in the ground
prayer is useless
at least in your eyes
faith is gone
your dead inside
 Dec 2014
JustChloe
I'm sorry
I love you
you lost your way
I broke your heart and i don't know what to say
I cant heal the pieces
I cant bring you back
The blood that runs you veins
has turned black
the pain that i caused you
i cant bear anymore
I didn't know your heart would shatter
when i slammed the door
 Dec 2014
JustChloe
Never found that perfect lover
Never found that perfect hand
Never found that perfect person
who was there till the end
never found the perfect boy to keep me safe
and he never found the perfect girl to keep him striaght
Just something i came up with
 Dec 2014
MysteryBear
Stop* staring at the sun so
******* long
Notice the shadows forming
around you
Embrace it and know that you were
born from sin and death
Hercules *will not
save you in your
final moments
So...
Take the chance and tell your crush
you like them
Take the stand against people that
use intimidation as a weapon
Take the responsibility to love
every bit of yourself even when your bones are shattering
*In the end, you will die proud
Why are we so afraid to live?
 Nov 2014
JustChloe
Broken facees
lossing races
trying to get to the finish line but she never makes it
bloddy nails
ripped out hair
trying to find whats never there
children crying
mothers dieing
father hurting and fathers are lying
pain has its way of finding its way out
sometimes on your arm, somethimes from your mouth
hurting yourself and others around
until the day you decided to drown
 Nov 2014
Jack
~

I prayed for light, He sent me sun
I prayed for moisture, He sent me dew
I prayed for beauty, He sent me flowers
I prayed for love, He sent me you
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