I want to see her
when I do it brings light to my eyes
she is the light of my life
she gets me up in the morning and sends me on my way
she makes sure I wear a jacket when it cold outside
and when i fell bad she asks if im ok
I never understood why she would do this to me
I dont know why I fell this way
Why I just cant except that she loves me
maybe because no one has ever loved me before
and its all lies my daddy would say
until the police took him away
he would hurt me and my mom everyday
I dont understand why
Why did my mom have to die
why did he think it was his right to take her life
and leave me without a home
no place to call my own
no family
I was alone and I have been alone
I don't want their help I can do it all my self
but then I remeber
this one cares
I am always there she says
and she loves me
I dont know why
everyone else in my life wanted me to die
or at least that is how it seems
no one has ever wanted me
like she
and now I am here
in my room writing thourgh my tears hoping someone would hear
or read what i Have to say
that Life gets better along the way
The question is when it happens
Will you be able to accept that you are ok?