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 May 2016
Steven Forrester
I am a man
Full of misery
And doubt
So shout
If you feel my pain
Let it rain
And stay
For just a little while
Divide
Your vice
As I run outside
I realize
I am alive
And no one can stop me
Or drop me
The world is a blank canvas
As the colors take on my shape
I take a stand
As an ominous man
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
A cold winter draws near
Darkness lives here
As snow whirls around
There comes a booming sound
War approaches
Like lightning, so quick
An enemy encroaches
A land, prosperous and thick
Archers and swordsman
Join the fray
A cavalry of horsemen
Clashes here this day
Death is a venerable vintage
A wine of blood and gore
A variable incentive
For the hoards to go to war
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
Once
I was a man
Consumed by the voices
Causing horrible choices
Made by a corrupted mind
But know i find
Silence
Deathly silence
Sweet silence
A clarity unrivaled
Mark
Drake
Darkness
Sly
Sam
Daemon
Thomas
Adam
All of them diminish
This series can finally finish
What it began
Now I am a man
Cured of psychotic visions of vast violence
By the occurrence
Of my mind's sweet silence
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
When things are stacking up
My mind is packing up
And I've had enough
Of a world that seems to hate me
Of a world where theres no one left to save me
The new one
The lost one
The young one
All of them in my head
I wish I were dead
For causing this turmoil
Which I dread
Bury me in the soil
Before my anger is fed
By a lost tease
A new crush
And a young love
Who knows where it'll lead
Now hush
And fly away my dove
It bulds up to pull me down
Until I'm underground
Until I cant hear the sound
Of three sweet voices in which I've drowned
In love with the lost
Lost with the young
And a young friendship with the new
A voice of reason is trapped behind a door
Because where you have one voice
I have six more
Reason
Is not what they speak
Treason
Is all that they reap
I've come to a new assumption
Drowning in an emotional eruption
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
I'm a writer
Inside and out
I'm a liar
Is what you all shout
When my heart breaks
It blasts open the gates
Of the darkness within
I know I'm guilty as sin
My mind falters and surrenders
And now i can't remember
What they do
When they have control
They hurt who
I love and wish to hold
I thought they were gone
I thought i didn't have to run
Anymore
I'm so sore
Inside my frontal lobe
My spirit travels across the globe
As i'm expelled from my body
And I'm locked out
And i hurt everybody
And gut them like they were trout
Caught on a hook
Of mind totally shook
An empty shell
Confined to hell
As i wonder an look around
With my face to the ground
I erupt into a shout
Due to another blackout
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
In a world of pesimism

I am the messenger of optimism

I'll break his clouded vision

This is my only mission

To show him that there still is good in existence

I'll fight his in-mind resistance

I must bring love back to his heart

Before his subconcious falls completely apart

There once was only one

To see that this mission is done

Now I am added to this mix

Of voices, actions, and tricks

To help part six with his goal

To see that Steven doesn't turn cold

I leave you all with this solemn promise

I will pick up the peices, my name is Thomas
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
I feel my anger rising

Though all my deep despising

I feel my fury soar

Surrounded by things i abhor

You let me slip through your fingers

Vengence replaces a love that lingers

Tip toe tip toe past my mind

All these answers I must find

I'm not who I once was

They know not what this pain does

I am a messenger of revenge

The courrier of hatred sends

We break through his mental dam

I am the sabatoeur of stevens mind, Sam
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
I sit back

And relax

Through all that i lack

I take my fury to the max

As the numbness spreads farther

My eyes get darker

With every breath

I wish for death

In a world that keeps getting harder

I'll be the next martyr

As I say the end is nigh

I am the lonley ones thought, Sly
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
A shroud of violence

A cloud of pestilence

inside a darkness flows

its something everyone knows

inside this darkness grows

from my head down to my toes

i feel nothing in my heart

as if stabbed by a dart

you try to eliminate this harshness

but all thats left is darkness
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
As you feel the cold air touch your face

you do not know i follow at a rapid pace

you notice me out of the corner of your eye

now is the time that you die

i will drain you of your life force

this is my only course

you think you know me but im a stranger

your not aware that your in danger

in my eyes there is a fire

so look at me and the flames get higher

my life will end upon the stake

people know me as the vampire, Drake
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 May 2016
Steven Forrester
I want to burn the world

see my plan unfurled

watch the masses on fire

their screams make the flames rise higher

i want to burn

i hate to learn

new things in this world that keeps turning

**** with me, and you'll be burning

I am the first, so with fire i start

i am a monster, known as mark
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
 Jan 2016
PrttyBrd
The familiar is all but lost
Relegated to monochromatic melancholy
This place holds no joy
Once soothing, now both dull and lifeless
This is not my happy place
This is not my comfort zone
This place holds no peace
Backed into a box of light gray
Shhh...
Don't speak, lest you be heard
Don't watch, lest you be seen
Don't care, lest you be hurt
This place holds no love
A hint of freedom long gone
An air of acceptance
Lured by what once was
This place holds remnants of a dream
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 Dec 2015
Arlo Disarray
I'm pretty sure I came with missing parts
A few screws lost, here and there
And no matter how hard I try to keep my head on straight, it always leans harshly to one side
Too heavy for me to lift back into place on my own

The stitches designed to hold my skin together are mostly busted
And all the cotton I've been stuffed with is pushing through the seams
One of my button eyes hangs by a single string,
My smile was stitched on crooked
and it looks much more like a frown, to me

The yarn used to make my hair was weak and ugly
My head is much too big for my body
And I'm just not right, at all
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