I felt degraded
You stripped me,
Exposed,
Uncovered,
Peeled,
Back what made me feel whole
You were removing
Taking away
What gave me confidence,
Before I had a feeling of being
Fulfilled,
Completed,
Perfect,
But everyday I became
Less,
You didn't realise how this
Felt,
To have so much
Then bit by bit removed,
Till I was an  empty room stripped bare.

I find myself staring into space
contemplating assumption of the unknown
A whisper within and my awareness extends
another aspect of my identity has shown

The unknown is not a lie it is simply unknown
Like the truth behind the eyes of a lover
Exclusively yours to cherish or deplore
-That is-
When ultimately the conclusions are discovered

Yet I can't help but believe that science deceives
And emptiness and nothing are lies
The only measurement of success is lost to death
For we are compelled by existence to strive

The ladder of evolution distorts our sights
From limited to limitless we climb by night
A simpleton above, a genius below
We are only limited by what we think we know

The mind may lie but the spirit knows
In dreams I've seen my lives of old
Imprinted attributes of all that I am
Angels, demons, lions and lambs

- In conclusion-
Beyond truth no question remains
Living and dying are one and the same...

It's moments like these

moments of exhaustion
moments of sullen solitude
moments of wondering what the point of moving forward is...

When I don't have the energy or motivation
Moments that I can't be strong

that I have you
I have this outlet

you be strong for me when I cannot
I will do the same for you one day

Namaste

What were the words used
I
Wish
You  
Were
Dead
I said it enough times,
Each time sadness,  
Etched on your face,
Love
Endless
Compassion
If I did wrong,
Words spoken then
Then it was at rest,
But I still spat out those words
I WISH YOU WERE DEAD
Then the worst day of a life,
When I awoke to tears
My mother hugging me
Dad
Is
Gone
I said
"We argued last night"
He is just probably keeping out my sight,
"Mother hugged me"
And cried no he's gone..
Then it dawned,
"Gone"
"Gone"
"No"
He cant be, the last words I said
I
Wish
You
Were
Dead
I don't want this wish
I take it back,
"I want him to hug me"
Tell me everything is all right
But words weren't meant to be the
Last,
"Daddy I love you"
Never did I hate, they were just anger,
"Daddy I love you"
"I Wish you weren't"
"Tears now fall no more words except"
"Daddy I love you"
Forever regretting those last spoken words...

If my footsteps were music
What would the
Road
Journey
Notes
Be, would the song
Have many high notes
Or would each step
Be an enigma
Of different tunes.
"Slow notes"
When life was getting me down
Would it be a
Slow dance,
Feet dragging as the slow beat
dragged me further down,
Then
As if a burst
Of happiness,
Dance
Fast,
Beats,
Adrenaline
Surges through my being,  
As the walk is me dancing
Through this part of my life,
Hands high,
Smile on my face,
As with each step I am dancing,
Through my life,
Each step as I move forward
Will always be different
So there will be many
More
Footsteps,
Beats,
Tunes,
That will move me through footstep
Maybe slow or fast so is life with each step..