We all love,
But never mutually.

She approaches you with more than just love.
You keep your distance because you know what you want from her - not love.

She tries everything to win you over, but you don't budge, yet you continuously search for love.

A never-ending search for love never bears fruit because love seems to never be mutual.

You find so much love, but it's always one-sided and never from your side.

I
am
not
good
at
poetry
i
have
nothing
to
say

My skin claims ink
As much as my wrists
Claim them blades,
The itching, the stinging
The aching
The pain
Oh, sweet pain
The bleeding
The reminder
I'm still alive
                        And completely in
                        control of staying that
                        way

haven't seen you in years
why does my mind
keep turning to you
if I'm not even
in love anymore

Depression is invisible
That’s why it hurts so much
You can’t see what’s been broken
Or who’s been hurt

Pain doesn’t go away
It just hides deep inside us
Until we explode
And go away with it
Just to never be seen again

It hurts the most
When the person
That made you feel wanted yesterday
Made you feel so unwanted today.

Uncountable scenes
Yet not one of them can help
alleviate me

"i was happy"
                                                so was i.