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Mar 2015 cody dale

how to find happiness

Mar 2015 cody dale

Lottie

how to find happiness

Stop looking for it

For libby

Mar 2015 cody dale

synchronised sinking

Mar 2015 cody dale

Lottie

synchronised sinking

I'm falling down at the same time as you
So take my hand and at least
When we hit the bottom,
We'll have something to cling to.
It won't make us rise faster
But at least we might stand a chance.

This is to anyone who's ever felt alone in their falls, be it falling into depression, stress, misery or hell, even the bath

This is kinda a tribute to my best friend cause, ya know, she's always been there:3

#hell #hope #friendship #falling #chance

Mar 2015 cody dale

mask?

Mar 2015 cody dale

Lottie

mask?

I wear no mask, no deliberate one,
I wear a smile while I'm seen,
But don't remove it because im pretending,
While you're not looking, my face falls,
But only for while I feel lonely,
The second someone speaks to me,
I'm happy again,
And when you stop, I'm lonely once more.

Chrissy, I don't have a mask

#lonely #mask #smiling #pretending

Mar 2015 cody dale

Death

Mar 2015 cody dale

Star G

Death

Death is not as horrible
as it is said to be.

It relieves many people
burdened by this world
and its inhabitants.

Death causes people
to come closer than
any other time.

Death teaches us all
lessons that we are
too stubborn to learn.

Death frees people
from the expectations
and the frustrations.

Death gives us all
a sense of caution
we never had previously.

But at the same time,
Death makes us cry,
rage, despair, and
suffer.

It makes the people
around you and your
loved ones suffer.

#suicide #march27of2015

Mar 2015 cody dale

Rest in Peace

Mar 2015 cody dale

Jakob Walker

Rest in Peace

The day is dark
The people with their heads down
The future has no spark
The circumstances cause a frown

We are promised no second
Spared no consequence
Anything can happen
And it could happen tomorrow

A friend who I hardly knew
Yet a friend still
Now rests in the clouds
Leaving his friends with their heads down

There’s not a lot someone can say
At least not today
We all have a lease,
And for him, rest in peace.

This was written for a friend I knew. He died on the night of Monday, March 9th. Rest in peace.

#peace #death #in #rest #2015

Mar 2015 cody dale

Hell Bent

Mar 2015 cody dale

DC raw love

Hell Bent

My mind is strong, still sometimes weak
Emotionally stable, yet my heart still aches

As I try to find my equilibrium
My head again is now ******* on straight

I have been ******* in love so many times
But I don't want to leave this world all alone

I don't want to ride on this wave forever
And watch these storms evaporate

With their Medusa smiles with their Judas lips
So just crucify me, as you see fit

Love bites, so I repent
And I will always be

Hell Bent

Mar 2015 cody dale

The hole in the book store roof.

Mar 2015 cody dale

bones

The hole in the book store roof.

The night
sky spills
past and
fills the store
beneath with
pools of
blue shadow
and silence,
they are all
there, the
books, on
the shelves,
waiting
ready to drop
like Sundance
and Butch
making good
their escape,
if only I'd
seen how
they'd been
squeezed
in I could
liberate them
all, wrong
verb (perhaps),
but.....
...... what
use will be
tomorrow's
sunrise
with no
book to read
by it's light ?

misplaced royalties

Mar 2015 cody dale

cry

Mar 2015 cody dale

Lottie

cry

we cry to let the emotion loose,
To look for the forgiveness we crave.

#fear #cry #fogiveness

Mar 2015 cody dale

Only on HP

Mar 2015 cody dale

DC raw love

Only on HP

I love how people express themselves on HP

I agree with the happy on HP
I have empathy for the hurting on HP
I have understanding for the loving on HP
I enjoy reading the complicated on HP
I think about the dysfunctional on HP
I like reading about religion on HP
I get caught up in the short novels on HP
I like chatting with the new on HP

A place to express any thought
any desire, any hurt
without being judged

Only on HP

Mar 2015 cody dale

Yesterday.

Mar 2015 cody dale

Xyns

Yesterday.

Yesterday I said

It doesn't feel like I'm living any more.
Days are just obstacles that I have to get through.
I don't even like sleeping any more. I'm afraid that I'll see him in my dreams.
I no longer eat.
I don't even feel hungry.
I eat a couple bites of school lunch and none of breakfast.
I'm not eating at home.
I've already lost a lot of weight.
The pain doesn't feel emotional any more, my emotions are dormant.
The pain is physical now.
It feels like I'm walking through syrup constantly.
When I lay down I cry even if I'm not thinking of him.
And right now the only thing I feel is confusion.

*But Today
I'm so much stronger.
I'm not crying
No regrets
This pain
Is fading from my chest
I'm not dull
No longer bland
I'm on my own
I don't need a man
Goodbye

#love #broken #life #hate #alive