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 Jul 2018 bailey goranson
alexa
just a few short words
and i’ve already made a promise to myself,
a promise that,
this time,
i will not rush into things so quickly.
i will not share my words,
make brash declarations,
open this heart that’s been guarded for
so long.
i will take things slowly,
feel out the situation,
and let what happens,
happen.
 May 2018 bailey goranson
LS
when a poet falls in love with you
you can never die
they will notice the way
you rub your palms and look down
when someone is angry at you
and the way you smirk
as you pull away from a kiss

they will notice how you can't sleep
without your body touching someone else's
how you never crease any pages of books
and how you close your eyes when you dance in your kitchen
with your record player on

they will find all of the words
that they see you as
and turn them into something beautiful

people say you die twice
once when you stop breathing
and when someone says your name
for the last time

if you fall in love with a poet
they will never stop
mentioning your name
you will be alive
for eternity
 Apr 2018 bailey goranson
Angel M
I want to be with you at 2am when your alarm goes off and life begins to take you away. When you didn’t sleep well and your eyes are red and gritty.

I want to be with you at 3 am when you’re heading out the door with your keys in your hand to kiss you goodbye and tell you have a good day.

I want to be with you at 4pm when you come home exhausted and stressed out. When people have asked so much of you and worn you out. When all you want to do is take a hot shower and sleep for 12 hours. I want to be there to kiss you and wrap you in my embrace.

I want to be with you at 8pm when you’re heading to bed even though I know you won’t go to sleep right away. Especially, while you’re lying there, thinking about the next day and all the things you’ll need to accomplish. I want to be held in your arms and listen to your worries until you feel at peace.

I’d be with you At midnight when you awaken from a restless sleep. When you feel alone and burdened from the weight of responsibility. I want to be there to Stroke your hair and tell you things will get better soon.

I want to be there to support you and give you whatever you need from me, so you’ll feel loved and cherished and wanted.

If I was your’s .....

I’d give you all this and so much more.
This is for a guy who I love but he’s emotionally unavailable.
 Apr 2018 bailey goranson
Angel M
All I ever wanted was to be a part of you life.

To be able to call you on the phone just to hear your voice.
You never answered the call.

To send you random, long and rambling text messages of my Love.
You never replied.

All I wanted was to be able to spend time basking in the glow your presence.  
You kept me in the dark.

I wanted hear your warm, rich laughter and be held close by your side.
You left me alone in the cold.

But what did you want of me?

You wanted to give me just enough food to keep my love alive.
My love died anyway.

You wanted to hold me as an emotional hostage beholden only to you.
The ransom was my heart.

You wanted To leave me entombed in a pergatory
from which I’d never be able to escape.
My soul ached for release.

You wanted to dangle happiness in front of me with no intention of ever letting me grasp it.
I fell into an abyss void of all hope.
Here are two pupils
whose moons of black
transform to cripples
all who look:

each lovely lady
who peers inside
take on the body
of a toad.

Within these mirrors
the world inverts:
the fond admirer's
burning darts

turn back to injure
the thrusting hand
and inflame to danger
the scarlet wound.

I sought my image
in the scorching glass,
for what fire could damage
a witch's face?

So I stared in that furnace
where beauties char
but found radiant Venus
reflected there.
Never try to trick me with a kiss
Pretending that the birds are here to stay;
The dying man will scoff and scorn at this.

A stone can masquerade where no heart is
And virgins rise where lustful Venus lay:
Never try to trick me with a kiss.

Our noble doctor claims the pain is his,
While stricken patients let him have his say;
The dying man will scoff and scorn at this.

Each virile bachelor dreads paralysis,
The old maid in the gable cries all day:
Never try to trick me with a kiss.

The suave eternal serpents promise bliss
To mortal children longing to be gay;
The dying man will scoff and scorn at this.

Sooner or later something goes amiss;
The singing birds pack up and fly away;
So never try to trick me with a kiss:
The dying man will scoff and scorn at this.
The night is young
& full of rest
I can’t describe the
way she’s dress’d
She’ll pander to some strange
requests
Anything that you suggest
Anything to please her guest
 Apr 2018 bailey goranson
alexa
do you ever re-read my words?
do you ever find yourself
flipping through old pages,
clicking through old poems
just to get a taste of my soul?
i see you sitting there, deep in thought.
are you craving my poetry?
i'm sure you're wishing you could visit me in the galaxies
i made for you,
take a swim in the cerulean waters floating through space.
tell me-- do you still dream in black and white?
or have my words sparked a palette within you,
a painting you'd never seen?
i gave you access to a world once shrouded
in petty ideas of logic,
instead of canyons full of literary masterpieces.
i think you do more than "re-read my words."
i think you become them.
i hope one day
you will look back and
you will remember
remember how you had me
how i did everything for you,
and gave you all the love i had to offer
and how you
let me go
i hope you will regret
                                    and regret
                                                       and regret
that you gave
nothing
back to me.
i                                       f i could
               shape poetry                  what shape
                     would                           purely be-
                         fit it                             and tell
                              my                     intentions
                              well                enou­gh
                                  shape      these
           ­                        like how i feel
                                                     i am in                               complete
                           i have a                            hole
somewhere                   in my soul  


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how can i then shape poetry when i cant keep myself in shape
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