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I suppose it's better that way.
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So I wouldn't try to say "Hey"
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A hole grows larger in my heart.
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This is absolutely tearing me apart.
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I'm sustained by the memories I keep.
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And by the dreams that haunt me in my sleep.
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I hope you're doing alright.
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And that someone is appreciating you, holding you tight.
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So last night
My mind was littered
With thoughts about you
And my sleep suffered
As it always does
Shouldn't you be jetlagging
Then why am I the one
Who can't sleep
I fell asleep at 5 a.m
And dreamt about you

Even when I'm asleep
Your thoughts won't go away
Well
I called you
In my dream ofcourse
And you picked up
I was once again blessed
With your voice
You weren't too nice in your tone
Slightly mad
Perhaps I shouldn't have called
I kept repeating
"How are you "
"Take care of yourself I miss you"
You wouldn't say a word
And so I said
"Alright I'm going now"
And as I cut the call
I heard you say
"Stay"

And so I called you back
You were crying
Hurting
Missing me too maybe
But then you spoke back
I told you even in my dream
To come back to me
A little sooner
And in that moment
In my dream
I even stole a glimpse of you
Hazel eyes
Oh those ******* hazel eyes
I wish I'd never wake up
I wish I'd have died in that sleep

You told me
you were going to sleep
And that was when I said
I'm just waking up
Yes I keep track of time
The hours ahead and behind
You put down the phone
And then
I saw in my dream
That you hid your pain
You cried
with heaviness in your heart
Did you miss me?
I do not know
But you cried
And when your mom came
You rubbed your eyes
With your soft hands
Put a straight face up
And just stopped
Just stopped crying

Its raining baby outside
umbrellas wont help you
nor will your tears
surely not your fears

baby girl pack your bags
not more than a single memory
okay just maybe 2
flashlights baby get them too

the wind is mad
its fighting you
don't fight back
just hide yourself

The oceans are marching
with armies of wind
but nations of faith
stand up still

charge up baby
yourself and phones too
stay calm baby
God heard yours and mine too

crackers and cookies
keep them too
mummy and bubby
hug them too

Whistles and voices
Save them too
Keep speaking
Let me hear your noise

Storms may be loud
And oceans may be sound
But none can bring you down
For hope you prevail

This will all pass
I promise you that
like me and you
hurricanes die too

i love this girl
but i used to love this other girl
and i used to think
i always would

but i don't

and it's an ugly thing
to not love someone anymore
so i won't love this girl
and it's still

an ugly thing

Watch her
She will leave. Just as fast as you can blink
Watch her
She will leave. Despite what you may feel or think.
Catch her
If you can. She will fade with every breath
Catch her
If you care. She will be your worst regret.

You speak of Him
But who is he?
Is he a man of your past
Or a figure of your dreams
Did he really steal your heart
Or did you give it to him willingly
Tell me who is he

You speak of Him
And I wonder what he is
Was he some kind of savior
Or a dark abyss
Did he turn your walls inside you black
Or free you with every kiss
Please tell me dear sister who he is

He was the sky and the heavens
With a splash of hell
I wasn't expecting to fall so far so fast
With just an introduction to his world
He did steal my heart
But I suppose I consented
To be honest, I can't recall
I've been so disconnected
I'm not sure what he was anymore
Or if it all was even real
I wake up every morning
And can't determine how I feel
He may have been great
Or he may have been terrible
The more I think about him the more his memory
Fades from my cerebral
I am without memory and without feeling
My days have turned grim
So you decide for yourself about who he is
This is the after effect of Him