You're a one night stand
But we spent too many nights
I lost count of it.

You're that unexpected kiss
On a drunken wasted night
Of vomits and *****.

You're that awkward hi
Exchanged by strangers who
Thought they both knew each other
But were clearly mistaken for another.

You're the bruise that turns blue
When I accidentally bump my leg
On the corner of the bed.

You're the scar that I never
Knew I had.

You're the bittersweet taste in
My mouth every morning.

You're the last thought lingering
In my head before slumber takes me
And you're the vagueness that
Haunts me in my dreams.

You're the scalding hot shower
In a cold freezing morning.

You're the boiling tea that numbs
My tongue for the rest of the day.

You're the obsession
I will never learn to let go of.

You're that person I will
Never get to call mine.

You're the one that got away.

Im so
overwhelmingly
wrapped up in you
I forgot myself

I love her
I don't know why.
I love her,
from her soul through her eyes.
She's innocent,
at least as far as I can tell,
I love her to death,
to save me from hell.
God knows that we both love her,
but only God knows only if we're meant for each other.

So I sit here alone,
thinking to myself.
Conflicted and confused,
I sit here thinking alot, not at all amused.

God I love her
I don't know why.
So I sit here and pout, hefting one last sigh.

*sigh

i loved you
and i love you still.
you never did,
you never will.

Monday, we are lovers
Tuesday, we are complete strangers
Wednesday, you are so nice
Thursday, you are like a devil in disguise
Friday, I want us to be well
Saturday, all you do is yell
Sunday*, we are starting to fall—

I just don't get you at all!

We were
the most beautiful lie
ever told.

Words mean nothing when your heart is broken.
There are so many important words that were left unspoken.

I really loved you with all of my heart...and wanted the same from you from the moment it was to start.

I feel cheated and used in every way...
I wish we could go back in time and relive each and every day...

Because I know everything would be so different for us....
since god had a happy ever after ending that was meant for just us.