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It's very difficult to feel loved by someone
you had to beg to stay.
-M.S.
 Jul 2015 Angela Moreno
Egressx
*** is my only solace.
touching myself, between my legs, rubbing my finger until i reach the ****** is the only pleasure i ever get. *** is my only comfort. it is my only rebellion.

help me jesus,

touch me between my legs. love me until I get tender. until my body decimillates.

Decimillate: Let us make a new word. I do not know what I mean.

Love me, please. Love me. Oh, please love me.
Someone, please love me.
Only Solace. aka. midnight thoughts at 12:38
 Jul 2015 Angela Moreno
LS
My most favorite thing
Is when they still have long hair
And dress like guys do now
Not super baggy pants
But not form fitting either

And you take them to bed,
Or, knowing stems,
They take you to bed.
And all that manliness
About them is still
Just barely there,
In the ***** of their shoulders
And the way their hands touch you

But then they get undressed
And it's the most beautiful
Combination
Of boy and girl.
They're so fresh and confident
But not cocky

They're respectful and talented
And it's like they try to only
Show the manly side

But then you get into bed
And it's like unwrapping
A present
That only gets better
Every time you unwrap it

A little piece of their femininity
Uncovered just for you,
In that moment only.
I miss girls.
.
Is silence a sound?
If it is, it sure is ******* loud.
She found somuch in life
But still lost the courage
She looked for somuch
But was blind for the fact
That life is not just to be lived for the hunting
This time she  stood up surprising the big mouths  with one single sentence and she knew it was good
Like the mouse bit the cat
And the cat will remember
That even small teeth can be sharp as a knife
 Jul 2015 Angela Moreno
Nae Ayson
Can they not see the
sweat dripping
and the blood soaking
the wood it keeps staining
and the thorns piercing
through the hair matting
in the heat?
Flesh was hanging
on nails drilling
clean through bones struggling
to hold up a man gasping
“It is finished.”

The darkness cloaking
the world mocking
its King they kept rejecting.
In His death, rejoicing,
as He hung there dying
and in the darkness bearing
all our shame and gathering
up our brokenness and bearing
the price of our sins and daring
to go against demon guardians grinning
shameless as they kept defying
the King of Kings.

But no heavenly or earthly being
nor beast or devil or phantom floating
could ever stop Him from breaking
the chains of sins and suffering.
No past was too dark or disgusting
to be held up to the light He was offering,
no shame too hopeless and past redeeming,
or stain too stubborn to resist His cleansing.
No man too low, no man deserving,
and no man too high to earn this blessing.

He came; He loved, never stopped pursuing
the world. For the lost searching
for the truth, the empty craving
love, He spared nothing,
not even His Son and sending
Him to the cross, to a death humiliating.

All for love, all for reconciling
a people wayward and lost and bumbling
in the darkness, to His welcoming
arms. All for His children, angels celebrating
their return to the Father.
Weeping.
Rising.
Praising.
Proclaiming
"We are home."
The first stanza was originally written posted on Tumblr on March 19: http://escapistblunders.tumblr.com/post/114040532440/grace
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