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 Jul 2015 Andreax
Myriah
I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today  
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
breaking down
Cause all these thoughts
of me and you apart
Won't leave my head right now
I don't even know what
what we're fighting for
But, ****, I need a minute,
so baby keep your distance.
 Jun 2015 Andreax
chrissy c a
Someone asked me,
What ever did I see in him,
"He broke your heart,
Left you in two.
He has probably moved on by now,
It's time to focus on you."


I thought to myself,
"Well it's the way his eyes light up when I turn on the screen,
Or the way he sings me to sleep,
As the night pass,
And dawn comes on.

None of you could ever see it,
But I knew deep down,
Somewhere in there,
He did love me.
I don't need to prove it."


You used to be my muse,
For my masterpiece,
Now you're the sweet broken tune,
I sing,
as I fall asleep.
This doesnt make sense. Im sorry
 Jun 2015 Andreax
chrissy c a
There was this boy, I met 3 years ago.
We went to the movies,
Johnny English, I still remember,
that was what we went to see.

Few months later, I received the news,
That I needed to leave.
Australia bound,
was what I was going to be.
I told him,
goodbyes was what I didn't need.
He made his mission to get everyone that I loved to come and see me.

Occasionally, we would get into contact,
Exchange a few hellos.
And a little bit of goodbyes.
He wrote me letters,
Okay, maybe just one.
But I never wondered why.

I watched him fall for a string of girls,
Who left him feeling high.
While I fell in love with someone else,
Whom I should have just bid goodbye.

Now that the time is right,
None of us are tied,
We keep missing each other,
All these countless of missed chances,
Separated by seas,
Up till today,
You're still my biggest what if.
Its 2am in the morning, I dont know why Im writing this.
 Jun 2015 Andreax
chrissy c a
gone
 Jun 2015 Andreax
chrissy c a
Another one walks away,
After promising so many things,
One of them was to stay.
Why am I surprised anyway.
Its 4am, and Ive been having a writer's block lately.
 Jun 2015 Andreax
chrissy c a
I remember the first day I saw you,
This was just a year ago,
I remember it oh so clearly.

I couldn't sleep the night before,
Finally,
We were in the same place.
Under the same sky.

I told my friends the next morning,
"Gosh, I've never sweated this much."
They giggled,
and thought I was kidding,
But I did not lie.

I stared into the distance,
There you were.
Wow, I thought.
You were real.
Gone, were our laptops.
The sight of you behind the screens.
And the ambience of our lowly lit rooms.
You were just within arms reach.

I hid behind my friends,
As we walked in a line.
"Shh, stay down," they whispered as we got closer.
I giggled, my head feeling light,
Is this how falling in love felt like?

Your jaw dropped as you saw me,
I felt like a little girl as you came running towards me,
Took me in your arms and spun me,
"I thought you were at your friends for the weekend!
How did I not see this coming?!"


This bittersweet memory just broke me,
A year later none of us saw this separation coming.
I don't know how to end this. It hurts to remember
 Jun 2015 Andreax
Martin Narrod
I am drunk on your breath, while a slave to your sighs.
I live in your heart and sleep in your mind.
Keep me in your eyes, and lend me your hands.
I want to live next to you wherever you choose to land.
There's a time when we thrived near the cockerell plain
In the strawberry fields where we danced and we played.
It's so unbelievably ****** to be three thousand miles away,
We haven't seen we for three years, but we work towards it every day.
Nothing ***** as much as being in the wrong state.
Being in the worst way, and living in the wrong place.
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 Jun 2015 Andreax
RH
Liar
 Jun 2015 Andreax
RH
You lied.
You said you'd be leaving the country,
But you lied.
I still find pieces of you
everywhere I go.

You're the song that comes on the radio in taxis, begging to be missed.
I know it's you when my hands start itching to grab my phone to see if you messaged me.
Everytime I hear my phone ring,
For a moment I swear it was your name that flashed on the screen.


You lied.
You said you left the country,
But why is it that everytime
I look for you,
I always find you
in my heart?
Wrote this last October 2014.
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