Behind these mask
Lies another being
Silent and waiting
Kept hidden with those fancy smile
From the inside she's screaming
She said she's tired of pretending
But she keeps on hoping
That someday she'll be truly free
Her heart is breaking
And she's afraid of showing
So she kept on disguising
Wearing those mask of nothing

The sight of him
Makes my limbs tremble
Makes my hands shake
And it makes me panic
He held me captive like a damsel in distress
Weak and can't even move an inch
But he's not a prince
Not even the knight
Because in this story we've made
His the bad guy
I can't count how many times he tried to **** me
He stab me directly in the chest
And do nothing to heal it
I feel the pain but I can't see the mark
I feel bleeding but there's no blood
I feel dead but im still breathing
My heart is shattering into a million pieces
And your company is the reason of all of it
But I can't let go
I cannot afford to lose you
Even if it means losing everything in the process
Because I'm numb , I'm dumb
And I'm frozen

Life is like travelling an endless road
You have to choose what path to be taken
The right one ? Or the left one?
It's upon your choice to be either good or bad
But everything's a risk, an adventure
Because what awaits on the end of the lane is a mystery for you to unravel
You will encounter humps and slippery pavements
You might bump or fall
But it's all part of it
You will have to continue
Hindrances can't stop you from reaching your destination
It will just leave a mark
A proof that you gained something
A lot of people will be with you along the way
Many just passed by
But there's still a few to remain
That would either make you or destroy you
It's on your will to let them
But those people who never leaved
Even though the road is rough
Will be your great companions
Till the very end of your
Journey

Tick Tock*
In just a matter of second,
Many things could happen
Everything could change
Time travels so fast
we can't catch its pace
We can't bring back time
But it could be wasted
It could be spent based on our will
Its upon our choice to spend it wisely
So if you keep living in the past
Time won't stop for you
It won't wait till you move
It will just keep on progressing
Leaving you hanging and grieving
Till you realize that every minute you spent on that world of yours
Reminiscing, crying and hoping
Is not worth all your time
So when you came back to reality
Thinking everything will be back to normal
You're wrong
Because time is like a robber
And could steal everything from you
In just a blink of an eye

A incredible word which possessed everything
A virtue that is hard to gain but easy to lose
Its as fragile as glass and can be broken with a single mistake
Just like any damaged material
respect can be sometimes impossible to remake
The cracks and fragments of a shattered trust will be still visible
and time can't heal it
Sometimes its more than love
Because what is love without respect?
Its nothing, Its nothing but lust

There's this one sheet of paper i crumpled when we took separate paths
The only thing he's left for me
Reminding those days we've been together
Those endless days that pass just like a bliss
Leaving me shocked and broken
This single sheet i tried to throw so many times i lose count
That ended up locked in a dark, cold chest across my room
When i thought i was finally ready
My hands were shaking and my breath was uneven
I closed my eyes till i unlocked the box
I'm hurt with the sudden burst of light
Images kept flickering in my head
Every single moment i tried to forget for so long
Every single emotion i kept
Forming a flashback that made my heart stop for so many times
How could this letter broke the wall I've build up myself for a long time?
How could it bring life to those feelings i thought was finally gone?
I don't realize how affected i was
until i saw a single drop of water fall through the paper
My head spins and in any time i would faint
Its like the whole world came crashing to me again
Breaking every bones and taking every breath
I screamed until there's no voice left
I cried until there's nothing to shed
But why can't i forget him when the only thing he's left for me
is this one crimson letter

Who are you to judge?
A person called a murderer
Who made his hands ***** because he's provoke
Because he choose to live
An old man who robbed a store
Because he's desperate, hungry and sick
Whose mother is dying in the hospital and has no money to extend her life
A mother who leave her child
She, who doesn't have the privilege to study and live a normal life
Because she doesn't think she's good enough to support
her daughter's needs

Who are you to judge this people?
Don't you have mistakes of your own?
Who are you to say harsh words to them?
And who are you to exclude them from second chances?

How do we differ from murderers
If we wish those people we hate to death
How do we differ from robbers
If we steal their chances to be better, to be something different
And how do we differ from mothers who leave their children
If we abandoned those people who deserve forgiveness

Who are we to judge?
We're not god almighty
And we don't know their story
So cut the crap and stop judging