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Ana S Apr 2016
Like a magazine model.
Oh darling what a doll.
Just like something cared of ice.
Indeed this girl was nice.
Annoying little *****.
Annoying female
Ana S Apr 2016
So I'll begin simple and sweet.
She was a beautiful girl and deeply loved.
One day she lost the light in her eyes. Internally she started to die.
We all stood in shock.
All we could do was watch.
Watch as she minimized her food intake and payed attention to calories. I'd cook her favorite meals but she'd just say no thank you.
I held her close one night.
Little did I know that that night was the last.
The last night I would ever see her glassy blue eyes.
Ever wipe the tears she cried. Sweeping her hair out of her face I began to say... Darling, you have to stop.
Look at what your doing to yourself. You've lost over ninty pounds.
You are turning to dust and won't make it much longer.
What do I have to do to help you be stronger.
I've tried it all but every idea just falls. I love you so much baby.
Stop please.
She did stop in the end.
She stopped living.
How I lost her to anorexia.
Ana S Apr 2016
Such a charming young lady.
Made me think maybe.
A maybe to us.
Only later to **** what we discuss.
Well more like argued.
Agree words down the avenue.
You'd scream hate.
I'd say calm down mate.
I guess you don't really like me.
That's no surprise truly.
Your not the first charming miss.
And won't be the last to exist.
Thanks for letting me be your war hero.
Time spend here from 20 to zero.
Such a dashing solider.
Ana S Apr 2016
I'm hidding behind a see through door.
My chest is full of feathers unable to carry air anymore.
Just wrap your hands around my fragile soul.
Turn my young mind into something old.
My heart raced too fast.
I wished every breath was my last.
Then I saw her.
For one of my best friends...
Ana S Apr 2016
My hands burn.
Between two worlds I'm torn.
Stuck my heart in the fire.
I was swayed by desire.
Why the hell do I feel this way?
I hadn't even seen her before today.
What can she possibly mean to me?
Why is she all I can see?
She reminded me of my past.
What never had strength to last.
She provided the forever.
Only when she and I were together.
Ana S Mar 2016
Dancing.
I dance on the clouds sometimes.
There times I am buried deep.
Almost too deep.
Too deep.
I'm sofficiating!
I can't breeth!
The pressure everyone puts on me.
No mum it's not athsma.
It's anxioty.
Plastic wrap around my lungs.
Tighter.
I'm dead.
Only on the inside though.
Still alive, sorta, on the outside.
Dead
Ana S Mar 2016
It all started with a window.
One in which showed me to the rainbow.
I shoved it open.
After of corse removing the nail.
Now listen carefully to my tale.
A girl left me broken long ago.
And that's why I relied on the window.
She chose drugs over me.
Here eyes so glassy she could barely see.
Shutting so much out with the slam of a door.
Never enough always needing more.
Guess that's what it is like being addicted.
Never getting your fix is that it?
She blew all her money.
Never had time for me.
But that's fine.
Just a **** waste of time.
Three cheers to dying alone.
Guess that I'm finally on my own.
Three cheers to dying alone!
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