Such a charming young lady.
Made me think maybe.
A maybe to us.
Only later to **** what we discuss.
Well more like argued.
Agree words down the avenue.
You'd scream hate.
I'd say calm down mate.
I guess you don't really like me.
That's no surprise truly.
Your not the first charming miss.
And won't be the last to exist.
Thanks for letting me be your war hero.
Time spend here from 20 to zero.

It all started with a window.
One in which showed me to the rainbow.
I shoved it open.
After of corse removing the nail.
Now listen carefully to my tale.
A girl left me broken long ago.
And that's why I relied on the window.
She chose drugs over me.
Here eyes so glassy she could barely see.
Shutting so much out with the slam of a door.
Never enough always needing more.
Guess that's what it is like being addicted.
Never getting your fix is that it?
She blew all her money.
Never had time for me.
But that's fine.
Just a **** waste of time.
Three cheers to dying alone.
Guess that I'm finally on my own.

Hmm... Funny how depression rots your sole.
Funny how your young but you feel old.
It has its arms around me.
It's the only one who really can see.
Into my mind digging deep.
Talking to me, soothing me to sleep.
Reminding me of lines that used to be on my arms.
Reminding me of all the people who did harm.
Made me feel unloved.
Made me feel unwanted.
I needed you.
What did you do?
Walked out on me like everyone else.
Yeah the one girl said a chance was worth taking.
But why take chances when I'm the end you are breaking.
Well the last girl left me for dead.
Atleast said the voices in my head.
A little crazy?
I'd say a lot.
I can make it all go away with a single shot.
A bullet through my brain.
I guess dying in lititure relieves some of the pain.
I still cry every night.
Stopped cutting because someone said it wasn't right.
My wrists still bleed.
Only more internally.
It's only a blood I can see.
Nobody else really cared.
So here I am crying again scared.
Scared of tomarow.
Falling back into the sorrow.
My best friend slash obsession.
My friend named depression.