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Starsoul Jan 2015
grief doesn't come in order  
it skips and goes backwards like a broken clock
ten hours past the dot
it catches us off guard ripping us apart
though  acceptance is always the final stage
that is if it ever comes at all
Starsoul Dec 2014
Eyes that pierce through the heart
          Hollow heart with a darkness that lurks inside    
What lies in those eyes
Deep pain? Impassioned love? Sympathy?
Torn apart with grief
Please don't adventure away
Do not perish into the unknown
For your soul is irreplaceable even if the vessel is still present
Stay away from the edge
Come to me, for in these arms there is no pain
Only hope
Starsoul Dec 2014
I see the lies
Like the scent of stale cigarettes, that still lingers on your clothes
hours after the smoke has faded
I see the lies
The way your affection is shown
distant warmth distant mind
I see the lies
The way you divert your eyes away
denying truth
I see the lies
Within your arms
Within your heart
Starsoul Jan 2015
Paranoid dreamer, sprayed across that bridge
Parallel to that lay the shrine for you, next to the empty road
A cross to mark the spot
Only closure my soul received, was creating felony
Hallow holes left in my chest, filled with the deepest regret
No goodbyes said
Just leftover Christmas tree presents left, for you
It's a mess since you've gone
Starsoul Jan 2015
The nightmares went away when i laid beside you're warm body
wrapped legs around you
the rhythm of hearts beating in sync
Never did i wake up screaming
only woke up to the smell of food handcrafted by you
with a gentle kiss on the lips
Starsoul Feb 2015
Rock-a-bye baby in tear soaked pillow tops
momma don't care and daddy don't try and if you shall cry no one will see,
no one will believe, someone as sweet as can possibly be could be so far apart her from deepest needs
They pull it they tug, they shred it apart
can you pick up the pieces dismantled on the floor
far apart from the world
oh pretty baby pick your head up
hopes not lost
hold you're heart together with string and lost dreams
hold your head up
don't show the darkness in side
rock-a-bye baby right back to sleep
I'm not sure if i like this one or if it needs some adjusting
Starsoul May 2015
We are the broken generation today, maybe just one happy day, no misery to surround us, hope the only thing around us, no need for medication that never helped, no hourly cost for how much we spoke, no hatred on people who can’t be the same, different faces, different names, races and pain, innocent eyes in the beginning lost on different streets, no matter how far apart we are we still are so close, all went through pain better version, or worse, it was still felt, experiences that tore our soul’s apart, emptiness, life of a loved one lost or just trying to save our own, the cancer, the abuse, the drugs, the misuse of the things that are supposed to save us, are the very things destroy us, day by day, night by night, if we fought together, everything would be alright, acceptance is the way, no more lives lost to the suicidal thoughts, tendencies forgot
angels no longer lost.
what I see

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