it's kinda ironic how i could think about thousand things when we were apart but suddenly couldnt think any when i meet the sunlight reflected in your green eyes turning them into some kind of wonderland and i got lost just like that
and i dont think you have any idea how unfair it is for me
How you could talk about your day, while i stutter bc your presence leaves me breathless
How you could order your favorite latte, while i'm lost in the idea of leaving traces of my fingers on your skin
How you could wrap your arms around my shoulders, while my ribs collapsing from the thought that you'd leave your scent all over my clothes
How you could crawl to your bed tonight and dream about seasons and falling stars, while i'm wide awake, dying to know if you ever say my name in your sleep,
i scream yours every single night.
It is so unfair that i built my world around you
It is so unfair that for me you'd never become an old photograph even decades from now
It is so unfair that being with you makes me forget about
every touch
every goodnight kisses
every strands of hair
every soul
every summer
every pair of eyes
every rooftop talks
every six hours straight phonecalls
every car rides
basically the life i had before you walked in.

ps: i'm sorry.

Yes, it is red
the color of your lies
combines with the purple
of your eyes...

Yes it is pain
that emotion
that brings explosions.

I'm blue trying to be green
trying to be you.
Hopefully we will be
together soon.

7:14 PM //
Will you marry me?

                                                                                             7:38 PM //
        Yes. Not today though, it would be dark by the time we got home.

2:30 PM //
Marry me

                                                                                            2:35 PM //
                                                                                                     One day

6:50 PM //
Marry me

                                                                                            6:50 PM //
                                                                             I can't today, but I will

2:14 PM //
Will you marry me

                                                                                           2:16 PM //
                                                                  Yes. It's too hot today though

2:17 PM //
I got a bag of cheetos I've been trying to finish for like 3 days can we get married when I'm done with the bag

                                                                                           2:20 PM //
                                                                                         I guess we'll see

6:27 PM //
Will you marry me
                                                                                           6:28 PM //
                                      I'm not dressed well enough but yes, eventually

6:29 PM //
I'd marry you in pajamas and you'd still be absolutely stunning

                                                                                           6:30 PM //
                                                                                             You're lovely

11:42 PM //
Lets get married
                                                                                          11:43 PM //
                                                        If you insist. It's kind of late though

11:43 PM //
It's daytime somewhere

                                                  
                                                         tn

If I give you a kiss,promise you'll give it back?

I emptied myself to make room for more beauty
More loveliness and grace
More feminine glow and fragile perfection
And tight skin over protruding bones
But I lost all my kindness
And my compassion
I emptied my sympathy for others
And now I'm full of rosy allure but not much else.